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[omgfifikins]

So James called last night and invited me over to Diana's house, (Chris' Aunt/Carrie's mom) and meet with everyone who was over there.
This included Ben (Chris' cousin), Karla (Ben's Girlfriend), James, Chris' grandmother, mother, aunt, and uncle.
I get there with my mom and we sit outside for a minute and smoke a cigarette with James, Ben, and Karla

Comments

[slfcllednowhere]

It is NOT your fault. IT IS NOT YOUR FAULT. Even if he was hurting because of you, a person who's in their right mind does NOT react that way. He obviously had a lot of things going on emotionally that had nothing to do with you, or anyone. Please don't blame yourself. It's horrible that she would say that to you.

[elsbeth_renee]

There is no way on this earth it was your fault, I promise you. His family is hurting and confused right now, and a lot of times the impulse when you feel like that is to find someone to blame. It doesn't matter if blaming that person is nonsensical and wrong and does nothing but to make the blamed person feel like absolute shit, that is what some people have to do to cope with a situation that makes no sense.

I'm so sorry.

[omgfifikins]

I know that, but I can't believe it, you know?
It's hard.

[rabidchild1]

remember that i love you.

[omgfifikins]

I love you too. Always will.
Next time there's a TMBG show around you, I'll come <3

[i_love_dinos]

wait so his grandma, after you fell over sobbing in her arms, later blames it all on you? that's really fucking bitchy.

[omgfifikins]

She's a fat old ugly cunt and I don't care how much she loves 'god' she's going to burn in fucking hell, THAT RIGHT, FUCKING HELL.

I wanted to beat her head so hard her brain came out so I could eat it them throw it at everyone.

[i_love_dinos]

god, me too. that's fucking insensitive, she knows you're broken up, comforts you, then pisses in your face.

what ever it's not your fault, he couldn't clean up for one, and they treated you horribly. also, a break up may have been one of the reasons, but there has to be more for something that drastic, he probably owed a dealer some money.

KISSKISSKISS. feef i loev you. cheer up smoochykins

WTF

[kimioftheorange]

It's NEVER another person's fault for committing suicide. It's the own person's fault. That lady needs to pull her head out of her ass and act her fucking age. Jesus H. CHRIST.

which by the way I noticed most conservative upper-classed people over the age of 65 don't act too Christian at all, in my opinion.

Re: WTF

[kimioftheorange]

I loves you, Fifi I'm so so so so so so so sorry about all of that going on...;__________________________________________;

Re: WTF

[omgfifikins]

I love you too.

Re: WTF

[omgfifikins]

The best part is that she said I never acted like I liked her, but when Chris and I were split up, she was put in the hospital because she couldn't breathe. She tried to leave because she wanted to die.
Chris called me and I drove up there as fast as I could.
He sat in the room and talked her out of leaving, saying she had too much to live for, and we would all be really mad if she died.
I sat there next to him and held her hand while she was breathing through a tube.
She cried with me, and decided it would be better to be strong and live.

I fucking sat in her hospital room and held that fucking bitch's hand while she was dying.

Fuck that.

I hope she commits suicide.

The world is too small for people like her.

I never thought I could ever say that about someone.
But It's what I think, and I'm not taking it back.