so yeah by survey im classified as either creepy, sketchy, or "looks like a rapist"

hrmm....why am i only finding this out now?

back to the feelign i know best, the one that i feel normal by, lonliness. if i ever get feelign another way, i start to get a weird vibe.

so yeah, if there's one thing i've learned can be summed up in an improperly formed math sentance: "If Ryan looks foward to it; then he will be dissapointed because a)the thing gets canceled or he cant go ( Read more... )

other than a stomach ache; things are looking upward ( Read more... )

i REALLY wanted to go up to tcs and party this weekend. or at least hang out with SOMEONE. adams been a little b-ch; i should beat the f-er down. violence doesn't solve anything. ARG! i wanna hug neil with a big metal pole for lying again; and doing the whole "yeah theres a party this weekend" then not telling me that everyones leaving for the ( Read more... )

f-in' neil........he probably made the whole lan thing up. either way i can't participate in it, whether it's real or not.

i can still hang at the dorms though!

I'm into that whole hooking up thing :-D

the 91.1 fm stations KICKS ASS! they were playing Only In Dreams, ON THE FUCKING RADIO! They only play good music, with 1 "commercial" every hour.

goign to visit eve, neiler, and alaina and college people this weekdn

Ryan + THE PIMPMOBILE + LICENSE=PWNAGE ( Read more... )

Just recallling when I fell asleep next to someoen very special and my heart was going at somewhere around 400BPM, aka jackhammer speed. When she commented on this I replied with "you have that effect on people." and it was beautiful, for a time. Then the inevitable occured, and my first true love was to go along; and it was allright. Tommorow' ( Read more... )