Who can I trust?? Who can I turn to when I have troubles. I seem to be there for everyone else, but I cant find anyone there for me. My friends seems to betray me or turn their backs on me. My boyfriend wants something I obvously cant give him. Im scared to let the man I love kno how I feel, because he hurt me twice. I cant turn to my family. What ( Read more... )

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I have something so close to me. But its so far. Whrn he looks at me I smile. I think about him. i dream about him. But hes so weird and funny acting. He shows a sign then holds it back. Thats when my my sky gets black. I have no idea were his mind is at. It hurts me sometimes. I do know what to do. I feel like such a fool.

Hey everybody out there. This is my first entry and I dont have anyhting on my mind today but trust me there will alot to come.