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this new year hasnt gotten ANY better than the last. i had fun at the party.. but it wasnt like a whoa fun. i felt outta place. like i wasnt suppose to be there..
but thats beside the point
i want a best friend. i have friends alot of them. 5 girls who are known as my best friends. but thats not enough for me. i want a friend that will call me just to say hey. that will want to spend time of me everyday. that will listen to me when im crying over a boy. or when im upset. i want a friend who will be there for me when im home alone.. and to say ill be there in a minute just to sit around and watch tv..and talk about things going through in our lives.. i wasnt ready for high school and im still not. everyone changed.. and im still the same old suckey taylor.
i hate it.
i have good friends and i love every single one of them so much...
jessi lauren becca annie morgan and now olivia. i love it but its not enough.
am i trying to live a fairy tale?
did anyone actually read this. bet not.