wow. i havent even checked this thing in about a million years ( Read more... )

i just found an amazing studio apartment
woot
i am no longer homeless

i love my job. i just need to keep telling myself that. i love my job ( Read more... )

Sometimes co-workers play really bad music, really loudly... but most of the time its good so it makes up for it i guess ( Read more... )

abner is leaving for hawaii and one agian i am the last to know ( Read more... )

i am so afraid of being alone that i compromise myself by staying in relationships that i shouldnt be in.

i am really dissatisfied with life lately

Just finished Incognito baby ( Read more... )

i always mess everything up. every single relationship that i have been in over a year has come down to me choosing one person over another. the other person always ends up bitter, which ultimately leads to us not even being friends any more. whats worse, is every time i feel like i have made the wrong decision. i seem to always be chosing the ( Read more... )

its funny that the very moment when you are feeling most confident, most in tune with yourself and the world, something comes crashing down on you, prepared to destroy all that you have built up within yourself. thats how i feel at least.