Long time since the last post! Oh my ( Read more... )

Feels like a while since my last update. What's new ( Read more... )

It's been a while since my last entry huh? Well I made the move to Towson last month and just got internet in my apartment this past Tuesday haha. Took a while, but I have it. Anyways, I started going to Towson, and some cool shit has happened. Before the semester started, I saw Skeletonwitch and Kataklysm open for Devildriver with my good buddy ( Read more... )

Despite my life getting less depressing lately, here I sit again, not happy ( Read more... )

It's saddening how someone says they like you a lot, even love you...and then they get a significant other, then don't talk to you at all. Even more so when it happens to you several times in a year.

It's become apparent to me lately that I don't love myself. I've been drinking a lot and not in good ways. I will buy whiskey and it will be gone within a day or two, and 6 packs of beer are gone in one night. My smoking habits are worsening too: where as I used to buy a pack every 3-4 days, I now go through a pack in a day or two. I haven't been ( Read more... )

I was in Manassas tonight with Miquela, and we went to Hooters for a few minutes with her supposed best friend, her man, her brother and mother. Upon being introduced, said best friend's mother asked me if I was Mormon too, to which Miquela responded "No he's a Pagan". She asked what a Pagan was, and Miquela's best friend said "it's one of those ( Read more... )

So first! Maryland Death Fest! One of the biggest festivals in the country, and apparently one of the most popular in the world. I needed this weekend badly, after the semester I had. I made cherry mead for the weekend, and consumption of said drink was the first thing that happened when I arrived. I met up with my friend Jessa, and we went back to ( Read more... )

It would be nice to feel I am a good looking guy. I'm tired of feeling like a hideous piece of shit all the time. This is really getting old.

Well, I may be a little late, but I finally got my associate's degree :) It's nice knowing that even though I went through a lot of crap this past semester, that one positive, lasting thing came out of it.

I meant this week to be a recovery period for me, and this is a good way to start it off I must say.