This sucks. I cant tell them the truth.(my dr. and dad) If i tell them i still cut,they'll make me go to a hospital...annd i dont want to go0o. But how will i ever get better if I dont tell them the truth?If i keep it from them ill never get better.if i tell them,ill be hospitalized.:( Its not fair.They put me on a bunch of meds and just expect ( Read more... )

Im really extremetently bored..Im in 4th hour jus chillen.Talkin to Dyko and takin quizzes.bbyezz...

Take the quiz: "Why Must You Cut"

You cut to vent emotional pain
You cut because its the only pain you can control and you keep it bottled up to let it out you cut.

Take the quiz: "What kind of cutter are you??"

Depression
you cut because of ( Read more... )

Im bored.Fuck you.

Take the quiz: "Why do YOU REALLY cut?"

Its A Drug 2 you. . .
Like it says,its a drug to you.You feel so fucking awesome,its ecstacy to you.Like me,hehe.

Take the quiz: "what color best siuts your mood (( i messed up but its still not that bad))"

Black-depression
your a loner or an out cast like me, and yeah my color is black ( Read more... )

Hewwo0..Im back.I came back from GA earlier today,and im at Stephs for the night.I have s0o much to write but i dont feel like typing it all right now.I saw my psychiatrist a couple times when i was up there for the week.He put me on more meds and shit.Told me that I had BPD,OCD,ADHD,anxiety,was bipolar and had major depression.lovely,no?I would ( Read more... )

Hey...S0o yeh,this is whats happened since last night.Like the fool that I am-needing some fuckin relief and sense of life...I did it stupidly last night.But w/e.Thats not the poooint.You see,Carolina wa cryin this morning and said sometimes she thinks about wanting to cut.I got so sad.Im like mama dont..because once you do youll continue to do so. ( Read more... )

*sighs*Hows everyones day going?..Im s0o ridiculously bored.Im just listenin to music and writin.I still have a stupidface migraine s0o blahhh.I finished my b0ok last night.And this morning when I finally passed out...I slept s0o well.My body just died out this morning from the lack of sleep and wut not.S0o I got some sleep today finally,and didnt ( Read more... )

Clinical Depression

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*Life*What is the last goal you accomplished?Uhmm..Wrote a song?What are you looking forward to at the moment?Seeing Steph tomorrow...and Matt s0on..Do you feel distant from others?unfortunatelyDo you spend a lot of time alone?yeshDo you ever feel "fake" when you laugh or smile? ( Read more... )

Yea...Insomnia BLows...:( *Blankly starin at comp. screen* Hope everyones having sweet dreams...

Hell0o...I hope everyones day went well.I was s0o completely mell0ow today.Everyone was like wow Angie you look like shit..you look tired...Wuts wrong with you?!..*sighs*I was just like yeh..I know i look like shit-I feel it.S0o w/e.I couldnt stop cryin last night...goodness.I hate it.I can never cry when i want to-but when I do I cant stop!:( I ( Read more... )

Hey... I should have taken some quizzes or somethin today.lol I was s0o boreedd.Well,I didnt go to sleep last night...I fell asleep at about 6:15am for maybe 20 mins...till my stupidface mami knocked on my d0or.(Im supposed to wake up at 6:30 for school)Rawwrrr...Im like fuck that im not goin to school..I have a migraine and i was up all night.Im ( Read more... )