i say i love you

response: haha nice

me-HORRIFIED!

what...

i'm heart broken. :'[

this blows.

It's so hard to say that I'm sorry. I'll make everything alright. All these things that I've done. Now what have I become, and where'd I go wrong? I don't mean to hurt, just to put you first. I won't tell you lies (I'm sorry). I will stand accused. With my hand on my heart. I'm just trying to say. I'm sorry. It's all that I can say. You mean so ( Read more... )

i wrote a story today....thought i would share it...there's a pattern to it..if you notice it than your awesome ( Read more... )

i have got to be the worst person alive right now. normally when your with someone your suppose to make them happy beyond belief. and me i do the opposite. what the hell is wrong with me? i've ran out of possible answers and i've ran out possible explanations but nothing is fixing me. it's my brain. i'm really starting to believe it's not ( Read more... )

your free to leave me but just don't deceive me just remember i'll love you, till the end of time.

I just want to take a little time out of my horrendous homework pile hours and say goodbye to my Gramma. She was your typical grandma i suppose. It's been so long since she was actually my grandma and don't remember very much of anything we used to do. She had altzheimer's so the past 8 maybe 9 years she grew worse and up until now it was just a ( Read more... )

So, my week is almost over. I have two classes left to attend. I honestly dont know what i was thinking taking 6 classes with Portfolio in the mix. Though i must say I'm taking it better today than i did yesterday. Wednesdays is the biggest day of the week. Portfolio and then Art Direction. I had my first panic attack since i worked at A&P and was ( Read more... )

Normally, this journal's purpose was always to get the anger and frustration out against the world. But tonight I feel like making it go towards a new route of my life ( Read more... )

brian you are silly. n cant hear!

i love you reguardless

For some reason i'm missing him so much that it is actually killing me right now. I feel this sudden wave of depression and im just trying to repress these feelings of gloom and doom. Just to have one more moment right now with him would be the greatest thing i could ever dream up. It is all so crazy this love business. I dont like feeling like ( Read more... )