you know i don't write in here enough , i don't keep up with my communitys ...i suck ...lol. My ex-husband is comming in to town in April , and that is too soon i don't want to see him. I'm afraid if i see him too soon he will talk me in to comming back to live with him . I have to be strong , this is what i wanted , to be here , to do this on ( Read more... )

i don't think my journal is working

I here the news but I just don't belive it ....Jaime....In Bradington and she didn't call me or e-mail . That hurts. do I dare go see her? would she talk to me? would it be weird? All these things go through my head , what do I do?
I think I'll go see here

fucking people , I hate people .........My best friend or she used to be she's being a bitch , all I wanted was to be friends I wanted her to be my childs godmother . And all she does is blow me off all the time , when I need her she is never there . Stacia I hope you read this get your head out of your ass and start being a friend , or you will ( Read more... )

it 's a catagory 4 now , and it's a light rain out side ,winds are picking up . Out windows are taped up and our safe room is ready . Charlie ... we are ready ! Please take my car.

we have a hurricane coming right for us . We plan on staying here but I'm nervous

it's almost a full moon here , and it's fucking cold . work was ok tonight it went by rather fast , Aaron comes home friday night .( I have cramps ) i miss my mom , she sent me a pretty ring last week in the mail , just for no reasion . I thought it was sweet! I miss my little brother too ....Hi Klinton !

peice of shit computer ...wont let me do anything like send e mail or pics . Stacia i hope your having fun on your trip . Sommer too ! Hi Shawn , Hi Max.

I went to the coffee shop today read my book and had a cup of coffee , but this little blonde that worked there got a phone call and I think it made her sad , she hung up the phone and went to the back I think she was crying .I wanted to know what was wrong , I wanted to help her . I just didn't want her to cry ! It made me sad ( Read more... )

i got my better than choclate movie back . yea i'm so happy. Stacia i miss you !
it's warm outside today after it snowed three days ago and most of it melted . i have the next two days off from work .