I had nightmares last night. Colorful, volatile, terrifying nightmares that looped into eachother so many times that the waking world and dream world became inseperable. Gelatinous, intangible beings, things which language fails to describe in any way but alien, slowly filling our existence and fracturing our dimension ( Read more... )

Life is rediculous, especially when no result or destination seems appealing and the only course of action is a sad mental puddle of anxiety.

fuck this shit, i just want to live in the wild already.

420 is almost a real holiday in vancouver.

So my first year of college is over. My lungs hurt from too many stressed out cigarettes, scattered paper and art supplies cascade down the walls of my appartment, and there's still a million things to think about and a million things to do, but god damn I'm glad its summer.

Modest mouse was crazy. Love is Laughter played a way better show as an opener than the drunken sloppy mess that Modest Mouse was ( Read more... )

There hasn't been hot water for a day or two.
Last night lindsey and I heated up baths using the stove.
But I'm really pumped to go to modest mouse on monday,
And now I own the coolest fucking bathrobe ever.

Today it feels like there are no answers. Pangs of nostalgia, daydreams of things that may have been, psychosomatic ripples of hedonistic thrills ( Read more... )

Sometimes I have to really wonder what the hell is going on.

For no real reason I fell down a flight of steep hard wooden stairs on St patricks day. I went to an ER doctor (I went to 3 but the first 2 turned me down more or less), who charged me $680 (Since I don't have BC med I have to have it riembursed by my own health insurance) to fucking x ray my elbow, tell me its not broken, and send me on my way to ( Read more... )