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[onandoff]

And so it's started. I have for the first time in several years thrown caution to the wind and will see where it blows me

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[cherrysmoke]

AWESOME clay jay !
what's happening to us?
i'm falling fast and hard for my boyfriend..
dude, yea, i have a boyfriend.....
i love all of the emotions i have been feeling recently
here we hoe again
hahaha jk

[onandoff]

Yeah, the times they are a changin'. It's been somewhat of a roller coaster ride for the past couple of weeks as far as my emotions go. I always have had the misfortune of thinking too much and reading into things that oughtn't be read into. Because of this I make inferences from every little action or word spoken. Every gesture or glance. When really all we're doing is hangin' out watching tv, I'm archiving in my mind the exact way we're sitting together and analyzing. Is she rubbing my arm just from habit or is it a conscious transaction? Should I regard it as a gift or as a sign that she's sat this way with many boys past?

Haha, while all the while this makes for a myriad of confusion, I love the workout it's causing for my brain. Fun emotions. Some that are fun because they are actual positive emotions and some that are fun not while I'm feeling them, but while I'm thinking back to them at a future point and rejoicing in the fact that I have emotional activity.

[dearicarus]

i love the way you write.

[onandoff]

I love the way you compliment.