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I need a remedy of diesel and dust
Something I can taste whith a fix I can trust
Another high, more potent than lust.
Eating and repeating
like the working of rust and time.

I woke to the sound and the rhythm of rain
dancing down on the window pane.
Comatose. Eyes half closed.
Arms wrapped up with the ( Read more... )

I had an amazing weekend
now its over
Im a little alone
why cant I find someone my speed that keeps me there?

"Tiny Vessels"

This is the moment that you know
That you told her that you loved her but you don't.
You touch her skin and then you think
That she is beautiful but she don't mean a thing to me.
Yeah, she is beautiful but she don't mean a thing to me.

I spent two weeks in Silverlake
The California sun cascading down my face
There was a girl with ( Read more... )

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About two years ago i dug my hands in the dirt to plant a flower
Hoping it would turn out beautiful, be resiliant and last year round. unconditional.
Nothing grew.
With earth worms between my fingers, with dirt underneath my nails I walked away crying: knowing...I fucked it up. I planted it so incorrectly There was no hope of not even a dandilion.
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im having an amazing time ( Read more... )

1) i get a bonus on the 28th ( Read more... )

Today Karen came up and we hung out. Then we picked up my little brother and took him out for dinner to celebrate his birthday. It was nice, and I was in a very....content mood. No anxiety minus seeing my parents, which is always a little unnerving ( Read more... )

 I love the islands, I love japanese females calling my extension and telling me theyre my hirojuku girl because i helped them check their email from their phone ( Read more... )