So I haven't written in here in a while and the only reason that I am is because I am so bored that I have nothing else to do ( Read more... )

So this week I really didn't do much. I hardly talked to any of my friends and spent most of the time with my cousins that came to visit for the week. Sunday they arrived and we ate and i ended up going to my aunt lissette's house because there was no bed for me at my house then we went to the mall and i bought a shirt and then tuesday and ( Read more... )

I went to the mall today with my aunt and cousins. I went to Urban Outfitters and had three shirts that I liked and I wanted to buy all three but together they came out to like $90 with tax and I only have so much so I only bought one (ironically the most expensive one) and its cute and I love it.

So is this what dying feels like with every dream stripped away...well lemme tell ya it feels great

I woke up today to call work and tell them that I wasn't feeling good and that I wouldn't be coming in...Holly said it was fine and that her sister came in anyway. So then I laid down in bed and listen to my I-pod and thought about yesterday and then my eyes got all teary again. I think its so stupid that this is what makes me cry and that I ( Read more... )

Ok so today was horrible I just want to crawl in a hole and die. Just thinking about it makes me want to cry. But the good thing is that I didn't go to spanish today and Mr.Madeiras was really nice to me today and tried to cheer me up. Ilyse helped me out today too; she got my mind off things. I wish I could go back in time and do everything ( Read more... )

So yesterday I went to the mall with my mom and dad and sister and went to H&M. I bought two new tank tops and i tired them on today and they made me feel pretty and i'm so glad i bought them :) I've been over my head lately with everything and yeah so at least i had one good moment today

So ok I aparently am not best friends material because I'm not caring enough and selfish and I make excuses too much...but should I change myself ( Read more... )

I am the epitome of blame. Everything is my fault no matter what all I hear is "Stephanie its your fault" and I'm tired of it. When it's not my fault even then I get insulted and I'm expected to be ok with it like its nothing like I have no feelings at all.

My body has offically taken revenge upon me and I have to say I don't like it at all:(