so after watching Oprah I've decided one thing:

I want my husband to get all teary eyed when I'm walking down the aisle towards him.

Mind you this is completely dependent on me actually getting married.

what the eff? the day after i don't workout, i lose 3 pounds.

"The problem with that is, despite an obviously willing heart, they have a lack of knowledge of one of the basic truths of salvation: fucking up doesn't cancel it out." - Hoseph

Sometimes the simplest things escape me.

Crooked Deep Down - Derek Webb

My life looks good I do confess
You can ask anyone
But just don't ask my real good friends
because they might tell the truth
it's nothing they could prove
because there are things you would not believe
that travel in my mind
I swear I try and capture that
but I always set em free
It seems bad things comfort meCause ( Read more... )

sometimes.. just knowing someone gives me hope ( Read more... )

i bought my very first hot tool!

Pondering of the day: What causes attraction between two people?Honestly.. What makes some boys like blonds and some boys like brunettes? What makes some boys like Chinese girls while other boys like their girls All American ( Read more... )

ebb & flow.
just ebbin' & flowin'.

you better not kill the groove.

last two days = happy.
i'm writing again.. which often incited by great emotion.. has actually relieved me from that surplus of feeling. funny how that is. life doesn't seem so mysterious when it's on paper. i like it. i like it a lot.spent last night at my grandparents. ( Read more... )

Robbie Williams gets my vote for #2 funniest man alive.

"Go to hell Mr. Carbohydrates!"
"There's a fat man inside of me, just dying to get out!"
"And now to the giz-ardern"

and he mooned the camera..

2 realizations tonight:

1. I want a gay guy to be my friend!
2. David Spade is the funniest man alive.

She's looking in the mirror, she's fixing her hair..and I touch my head to feel it isn't there. She's humming a melody she learned in gradeschool, and she's so happy and I'm thinking this is not cool because I know this guy she's been talking about..and I've met him but ( Read more... )