By this time next week
... I'll be flying to Japan, again.
Not Osaka but Mie, for 6 months. (I guess God don't want me to stay there too long, oh well) And this time is for work.
For some reason i don't feel really excited this time. Maybe it's cuz i'll be living with colleagues, and in a not so comfortable place (no internet provided, lacks of some household appliances, far from city centre and so on... You really shouldn't expect too much from your employer, even if they're a famous company huh)
But i guess it's mostly cuz it's for work training, means that you can't mess up and there are always people who's observing your performances. Only thinking of it makes me feel tired, yeah i know how suck i am at this thing *sigh* Plus the fact that recently my Japanese has become worse and worse for some reason (although we're learning Japanese N1 level like 8 hours a day, 5 days a week); and i keep having the feeling of uncertain 'bout work and stuffs.
(Then people keep saying things like "You got a job before graduation, at that marvelous company which even Japanese want to work for, and work content is exactly what you've been dreaming of. Why the heck are you still complaning?", etc... Sorry guys but even i don't know why i still feel this way, ok?)
Whatever, the schedule is set, and no turning back now (although it's not like i want to turn back). Guess when things are settled down, my mood will go up (i hope so).
Oh and at least, i got ticket for Marutan and Hidenori "Misoji Anniversary" Concert in Osaka this Oct 20th \o/
Finally be able to see nama husbando, huh? :P
Jack will be guest vocal too. 楽しみ\o/
(I hope i'll get a cellphone by then, or better have internet at home so that i can write a report again :/ )
Not Osaka but Mie, for 6 months. (I guess God don't want me to stay there too long, oh well) And this time is for work.
For some reason i don't feel really excited this time. Maybe it's cuz i'll be living with colleagues, and in a not so comfortable place (no internet provided, lacks of some household appliances, far from city centre and so on... You really shouldn't expect too much from your employer, even if they're a famous company huh)
But i guess it's mostly cuz it's for work training, means that you can't mess up and there are always people who's observing your performances. Only thinking of it makes me feel tired, yeah i know how suck i am at this thing *sigh* Plus the fact that recently my Japanese has become worse and worse for some reason (although we're learning Japanese N1 level like 8 hours a day, 5 days a week); and i keep having the feeling of uncertain 'bout work and stuffs.
(Then people keep saying things like "You got a job before graduation, at that marvelous company which even Japanese want to work for, and work content is exactly what you've been dreaming of. Why the heck are you still complaning?", etc... Sorry guys but even i don't know why i still feel this way, ok?)
Whatever, the schedule is set, and no turning back now (although it's not like i want to turn back). Guess when things are settled down, my mood will go up (i hope so).
Oh and at least, i got ticket for Marutan and Hidenori "Misoji Anniversary" Concert in Osaka this Oct 20th \o/
Finally be able to see nama husbando, huh? :P
Jack will be guest vocal too. 楽しみ\o/
(I hope i'll get a cellphone by then, or better have internet at home so that i can write a report again :/ )