well i havent up dated in a long time and her it goeswell i dont have a boyfriend any more and i feel like a big pile of shit but hey i am going to get through it i guess but it is going to take fffooorrreeevvveerrrr. I hate this i get so pissed when i see PDA!!!!!!! ike! anyway. i was forced ot quiet/fired because of band but i love band so that ( Read more... )

i am so fucking depressed i cant take it. I try and try to be a good girlfriend. i sacerfice anything for my boyfriend but i dont think that he would do that for me. when i look at the big picture i see him there and i know i want him to be there but his fucking mom is in the way. Everything that i plan gets stomped on by her in someway. i made ( Read more... )

i really hate comeing on to lj now because everytime i go to get on i have some asshole insulting me that does'nt even know me. So i have it bad anuff at home and with other things and now i get shit from people online that dont even know me at all! and when they insult me they dont even leave there name! now come on what is that crap. i am still ( Read more... )

so my christmas is ruined because of my boyfriends b**** mother. His mother and i got in to this hudge fight over who can see nick on christmas day and she threw a big big fit!!!! so i stuck up for my self like very time because no body bothers to stick up for me and she was swearing and doing all kind of rude things to me and she said and i quote ( Read more... )

happy birthday to me!!!!! yyeeaa well my b-day was last tuesday and what an exctied birthday it was! i got lot's of cool gifts from wounderful friends of course. i had a "suprize" birthday party at my house with tons of great friends. My boyfriend made me a romantic night to remember. my mom got me some cool stuff. Saturday night i got real drunk ( Read more... )

since the last journal entery a lot of things have happened for example a "friend" of mine said some very rude and dirty things about me then failed to admit to tell me the truth and i called him and asked. they denied. so i called him and few names for example: @#$% *&^%$ @#!$^%&T& ^^*&^%$)(&^%. Then i told him to get a life and this was his ( Read more... )

since the last journal entery a lot of things have happened for example a "friend" of mine said some very rude and dirty things about me then failed to admit to tell me the truth and i called him and asked. they denied. so i called him and few names for example: @#$% *&^%$ @#!$^%&T& ^^*&^%$)(&^%. Then i told him to get a life and this was his ( Read more... )

well i am fucked! i have a bladder infection and i cant go to a doctor because of shitty insurence. i have to see a fricken peditration! so if i go to the hospital mabe then i will get some fricken help around here! then mom tellss me that i am not going to go to college and that i am going to end up living on 8 mile with a shitty job! what a ( Read more... )

hello, i am very cold right now every htought it is very nice outside but oh well. well i just got off of school nad i am tired and sick but i will deal with it. I feel that most of my classes are such a big waste of my time. i practily do nothing in each class.whateve. i cant wait to go to college i am tired of the "high school sene". and i want a ( Read more... )

HHHHHHHHHHHHIIIIIIIIIEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!, wow i havent up dated in a while so here it goes! well first off i dont work at coffee bean anymore so they can fuck off! i work at 13 mile and gratiot at Best Buy ( great place to work) thanks to andrew. i appreciate the help. so that is going great. My birthday is almost here!! DECEMBER 3rd!!! i will ( Read more... )