"I have to block out thoughts of you so I don't lose my head; They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed; Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I'm alone; Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home; There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain; An ounce of peace is all I want for you; Will you ( Read more... )

"I still hear your voice when you sleep next to me; I still feel your touch in my dreams (my dreams); Forgive me my weakness; But I don't know why; Without you it's hard to survive;

Cause everytime we touch; I get this feeling; And everytime we kiss; I swear I can fly; Can't you feel my heart beat fast; I want this to last; Need you by my side; ( Read more... )

"Such a lonely day; And it's mine; The most lonliest day of my life;

And if you go; I wanna go with you; And if you die; I wanna die with you;

Take your hand;  And walk away."

I hate waiting. I am probably the most impatient person in the world when in comes to waiting, as well as other things. As soon as Logan gets here I can go home. I can't wait. ( Read more... )

"Forgive; Sounds good; Forget; I don't think I could; They say time heals everything; But I'm still waiting; I'm through ; With doubt; There's nothing left for me to figure out;  I've paid; A price; And I'll keep paying;

I'm not ready to make nice; I'm not ready to back down; I'm still mad as hell and I don't have time to go round and round and ( Read more... )

"I've never done anything; That would ever bring a tear to your eye; I've never crossed the line; or needed an alibi to cover up a lie; But darling I'll admit; There've been times when I could have; The thing that kept me strong; Is the one thing that is always on my mind;

When I think about cheatn'; I just think about you leavin'; And how my world ( Read more... )

"I never thought I'd walk away from you; I did; But it's a false sense of accomplishment; Everytime I try to quit;

Anyone can see my every flaw; It isn't hard; Anyone can say they're above this all; It takes my pain away;

It's a lie; A kiss with open eyes; And she's not breathing back; Anything but bother me (It takes my pain away);  Never mind these ( Read more... )

"Well if they're making it (making it); Then they're pushing it (pushing it); And they're leading us along; The hassel of (hassel of); All the screaming fits (screaming fits); That panic makes remorse."

Lets backtrack to last Thursday at 11:20 a.m.

I receive a text message from Logan and it read as follows:

"Sorry baby, I cut my hand again. But I'm ( Read more... )

"Would you die tonight for love; Baby join me in death; Would you die; Baby join me in death; Would you die tonight for love; Baby join me in death."

So here is my rant.

If you're going to wear clothes to church that are out of the ordinary, in this case Renaissance style clothes, wear outfits that are tasteful. There is this small group of people ( Read more... )

"Spend all your time waiting; For that second chance; For a break that will make it okay; There's always one reason; To feel not good enough; And it's hard at the end of the day; I need some distraction; Oh beautiful release; Memory sweep from my veins; Let me be empty and weightless; And maybe I'll find some peace tonight;

In the arms of the angel ( Read more... )

Logan fixed things with work!!!! He only has to go for 15 minutes!!!!! I so happy!!!!