"I'm all out of faith, this is how I feel; I'm torn and I am shamed; Lying naked on the floor; Illusion never changed; Into something real; I'm wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn; You're a little late; I'm already torn."

So after a three day fight, I think I've finally fixed things with Logan. It didn't help that I took something that ( Read more... )

"She said I feel stranded; And I can't tell anymore; If I'm coming or I'm going; It's not how I planned it; I've got the key to the door; But is just won't open.

And I know, I know, I know; Part of me says let it go; That life happens for a reason; I don't, I don't, I don't; It goes I never went before; But this time, this time.

I'm going to try ( Read more... )

"Sometimes I don't know why we'd rather live than die; We look up towards the sky for answers to our lives;  We may get some solutions, but most just pass us by; Don't want your absolution cause I can't make it right; I'll make a beast of myself, gets rid of all the pain of being a man;

Can't you help me as I'm starting to burn (all alone); Too many ( Read more... )

"Staring at the blank page before you; Open up the dirty window; Let the sun illuminate the words that you cannot find; Reaching for something in the distance; So close that you can almost taste; Release your inhabitions;

Feel the rain on your skin; No one else can feel it for you; Only you can let it in; No one else, no one else; Can speak the ( Read more... )

"I'll keep you my dirty little secret."

Oh what a wonderful weekend! I am definately on cloud 9.

And that's all folks!!!!

Thought of the Day:

After a year of therapy, my psychiatrist said to me, "Maybe life isn't for everyone."

"Come on and show; Them your love; Rip out the wings of a butterfly; For your soul; My love; Rip out the wings of a butterfly; For your soul."

I know in the last post I made I promised to tell two sagas....well that's ain't gonna happen. I'm sure my one and a half friends that read this won't be too upset. Besides, I have a new one to enlighten you ( Read more... )

"Miss you, miss you."

So I finally got everything straightened out and am at High Point. Classes start tomorrow. I kept my schedule on the light side until I adjust to the school a bit more. I only took 4 classes. Human Dementions of Theatre (gag!), Business Ethics (at 8am!!! See Meg, you could be stuck in an ethics class at 8 am instead of French ( Read more... )

"Cause love's such an old fashion word; And love dares you to care; For the people on the edge of the night; And love dares you to change our ways; Of caring about ourselves."

Rachelle passed all her classes!!!!!! W00t!!!! Two B's and an A!!! I have now earned my A.A.S. is Paralegal Technologies. Watch out world, here I come! Wow, this is a lot of ( Read more... )

"So don't bother; I won't die of deception; I promise you won't ever see me cry; Don't feel sorry;

So don't bother; I'll be fine; But she's waiting; The ring you bought her will lose its shine; So don't bother, be unkind."


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"Dance, dance; We're falling apart to halftime; Dance, dance; And these are the lives you'd love to lead; Dance; This is the way they'd love if they knew how much misery loved me."

So yeah, I'm really starting to suck at this updating thing, I know. But once school is done, I'll have so much more time....yeah right.

I went up to Durham to see Logan ( Read more... )