Do you know what complacent means??? I wonder ( Read more... )

So... Monday ( Read more... )

Something has taken a hold of me, and, a few of my good friends. It reaches down our chests grabbing our inards and squeezing until we submit to it's powers. We want it. We need it ( Read more... )

It's this feeling you get. A sensation that runs through your body rejuvinating your very essence. God. It's great. And I have found satisfaction. I know I shouldn't have done this, but I did anyway ( Read more... )

So, after that whole downer week ( Read more... )

Wow. I don't really know where to start. I think I died last night. It was a weird day. It started off with some downers at like 2:00 am at Mike's house. Then my night got progressively worse as I began to miss Colleen horribly, (even though I shouldn't this early in the relationship) I felt so alone. Then Mike and Chris passed out and I really was ( Read more... )

So last night at work I called up Colleen to hang out and, while you can't duplicate a fun day, you can come close. We once again hung out at the beach in New Baltimore, there were no carnies to interupt us so we had to settle for two drunken kids. Yeah, I didn't get home till like 4:00 am again. I'm hoping to make a routine out of this. That girl ( Read more... )

Shit ( Read more... )

Life: I have spent a lot of time thinking lately. Thinking and listening to Tool. (I have been on a recent Tool kick if you haven't noticed yet ( Read more... )

Jesus! What a fricking day! Yesterday was probably one of the longest days of my life. While a good portion of the graduates partied at the high school for the "Senior All Night Party", Nick C. and I had our own all night party at Doug's house. This all started at about 1:00 am on Monday morning (not to mention I had not slept since Friday Night) ( Read more... )