Finding home again

Mar 04, 2006 19:08

Every night since he left I’ve had this ache inside me. This pang of longing and…how’s this for irony; I feel like my soul’s missing.

My boy’s been gone for so long and hasn’t sent so much as a letter or a note, nothing. Till last week.

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x__lindsey__x March 5 2006, 00:47:50 UTC
“Fuck it,” I cussed under my breath, throwing the curtains across the window and stalking back into one of the lounge rooms. The sun was on its way up and he still wasn’t home. That wasn’t the thing that pissed me off the most though, no the thing that pissed me off the most was that I gave a shit. I wish I didn’t, I wish I could say that as far as I was concerned he could go fuck himself, or even go be a big old pile of burning ashes for all I cared but I couldn’t ( ... )

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sexytarawitch March 5 2006, 01:00:24 UTC
"Well, isn't this a nice surprise?"A soft growl escaped my throat as he pulled me inside, the feel of his cool skin wrapping around my wrist sent shivers over me. I did miss my boy. "I do love surprises. You should know that baby ( ... )

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x__lindsey__x March 5 2006, 01:10:58 UTC
"Your scent makes me sick."

Mmm, jealousy. I think I liked that. “Could say the same for you, darlin’” I said, grimacing. “I can smell that useless piece of shit all over you.”

"You'd think that you would know a better way to greet your Sire. If this was the old day's I would be half naked and gasping by now….Guess being with that pussy vampire has made my sweet rattlesnake soft...poor thing doesn't have a bite anymore...C'mon Lindsey. Show me how much you missed me..."I grinned as I let her have what she no doubt thought was her way with me. She might be my Sire but I wasn’t about to let her have all the fun. I grabbed her hair and turned the tables on her, pushing her face-first against the wall in my place and pressing myself against her from behind ( ... )

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sexytarawitch March 5 2006, 01:48:12 UTC
“Could say the same for you, darlin’...I can smell that useless piece of shit all over you.”

"That useless piece of shit is part of the reason you exist baby." I purred, watching as he grinned and squirmed under my touch. God I missed him, I could smell his lust all over and I just wanted more of it, more of him.

I parted my lips to taunt him more, before he gave me the chance I felt his hands in my hair, shoving me into the wall face first and pressing his beautiful hard body against me. It was now that I realized I missed this, things with Spike had become so stale.

"Half naked? How 'bout compleately naked?"

"Oh, yes please." I moaned, feeling the coolness of the wall biting into my skin, my back arching as he stripped me of my clothes, the cool morning air hitting my body as he made quick haste to make me as nude as the day I was born.

"And screaming?"His fingers entered me with force and I cried out, gasping and squirming against the wall, feeling myself tighten around his fingers as he pumped them into me. "Mmm, such a ( ... )

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sexytarawitch March 5 2006, 14:20:54 UTC
My eyes were closed and my lips parted, slowly sliping my fingers between my thighs and trying to get to that edge and come, the need and want was so bad.

"What the fuck are you doing?"

I felt him come in the room and I opened my eyes, lust flooding me when I spotted his pretty leather friend in his hand. "Needed to come." I said simply, my eyes transfixed on his as he moved closer to me.

"If I remember right someone came, and it wasn't me." I licked my lips slowly and watched him, still kneeling at his feet as I slipped my fingers up to my lips, tasting myself and hints of him still.

I closed my eyes and moaned against my fingers, trailing another hand over my stomach and chest, knowing he was aching to make a few scars of his own on me. It was something I've given him once and he was too worried about hurting me then anything else.

The look in his eyes says different now.

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x__lindsey__x March 5 2006, 14:45:02 UTC

"If I remember right someone came, and it wasn't me."I got to my knees in front of her and smiled. “You’ll come when I say you come,” I told her, grabbing her hand and licking at her fingers, tasting as well as me lingering there. “You still taste the same.” I said softly before bringing the whip up to her face and sliding it over her cheek ( ... )

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sexytarawitch March 5 2006, 15:05:04 UTC
Every movement was as smooth as silk, graceful and deadly. Just like the rattlesnake I always thought he was. I watched with lust filled eyes as he licked my fingers clean, telling me my taste hasn't changed. "Neither's yours." I commented, tipping my head towards the cat o nine's and rubbing my cheek against it.

"Such a pretty story." I growled, hiding my distaste for his constant mentoning of Angelus. I wasn't mentioning Spike so he needs to quit it. It's a moment like this that makes me miss when he was warm, when we were in Sunnydale and I still had my soul. I didn't miss my soul, I miss how focused he was on me; I was everything. "We can do that now, bring in a pretty little virgin and make her come around my tongue as you whip their pretty little backs and ass..." God the things he did to me just being near me.

“They cried real pretty...Do you think you’ll cry? I’d like to see you cry, you always did it for Spike, never me.”Moaning softly, I arched into his touch and the whip. "Mmmm, I know you'd love to see me cry." I leaned ( ... )

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x__lindsey__x March 6 2006, 00:30:38 UTC
"I don't know if you have it in you to make me cry."

She thought I didn’t have it in me, did she? That pissed me off. Was that her way of telling me that I didn’t but her precious Spike did? She was going to have to learn about the new me tonight, I’d changed. I changed a hell of a lot.

A watched as she arranged herself expertly on the bed that small flame of rage that she’d ignited with her taunts still licking away inside. It was still a sight to behold though, she knew just what she was doing, always knew just what buttons to push.

Like this?“Yeah, just like that,” I said softly, reaching for her long soft hair and gathering it up. I twined it around my fist and pulled her head back viciously and leaned down to whisper against her ear. “You shouldn’t tease, I might not take it very well,” I whispered, keeping my voice low and dangerous. I felt her shift beneath me and I knew this is what she wanted…I also knew there was something else she wanted because I could smell her arousal and how wet she was. All for me, a voice in my ( ... )

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sexytarawitch March 7 2006, 11:41:24 UTC
He swore above me and I shuddered, whimpering and moaning softly as I rocked my hips back to him and rode his cock in my ass. I cried out every time he pushed deeply into me, my thighs aching and every part of me shaking. "Fuck, oh god. Yes, just like that." I purred realizing just how much I missed my boy, he was such a good student when he was turned.

"God, I love you."

My lips parted to speak and turned into a cry as he sunk his fangs into the flesh of my breast. "Fuck." I gasped, writhing under him and coming so hard that I ripped the sheets gripping them as I road out my orgasm under him, shaking when I felt him come inside me.

He collapsed on top of me and I wrapped my legs around his hips and kept him inside me; running my hands over his skin I smiled lazily. "I love you." I whispered, leaning down and turning his face to me. "Missed you saying that, lover."

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x__lindsey__x March 7 2006, 11:56:50 UTC

"I love you. Missed you saying that, lover."

“Missed saying it,” I replied, slowing pulling out of her and rolling to the side. I grabbed around the waist and pulled her to me, wrapping my arms around her and closing my eyes and just getting lost in her. She’d probably never let me forget it, but who gave a fuck, it’d been too long since I’d been able to take comfort in someone.

“So where’ll we go?” I asked, turning to her and brushing a strand of hair from her face. “Where do you wanna go?”

She better not want to go back to Spike, there was no fucking way I was sharing her. Not anymore.

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sexytarawitch March 7 2006, 12:12:46 UTC
"Missed saying it."

Then you shouldn't have left me for that asshole. But I don't speak that, things are good and calm for a while and I want things to stay like that. "Then keep saying it." I felt him pull me to him and I curled myself against him, feeling myself relax and get lost in his touch again.

"So where'll we go? Where do you wanna go?

I closed my eyes and leaned into his touch. "Anywhere, maybe back to the states." I murmured. I turned to face him and nuzzled my nose against his neck, purring softly and nipping his sweat soaked skin. "They won't look for us there. We could hide in Canada if you want. I don't care." I pulled back and looked up at him. "If you're there, I'm happy."

We laid there for a while and I kept my body against his, loving the feeling of his body against mine. "We should go before he comes back, I'd like to avoid a fight." Even though he should know that I would fight for him.

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x__lindsey__x March 7 2006, 12:25:05 UTC
"Anywhere, maybe back to the states."

I was about to ask her what she meant by “back”…she better not mean back to him, but my fears were calmed when she continued.

"They won't look for us there. We could hide in Canada if you want. I don't care….If you're there, I'm happy

Canada sounded good; I hadn’t been there…hell, since I was alive. Wonder if it had changed a lot. Probably had, all of America had so it probably followed Canada would have too. Yeah, that sounded good. I did want to go, I really did. Angelus could go and get fucked as far as I was concerned I was sick of his games and tonight was just the last straw. I wasn’t going to let him turn me into some sort of pathetic housewife, sitting at home while he did god knew fucking what.

"We should go before he comes back, I'd like to avoid a fight." She was right, we should. But there was one thing I wanted to know first ( ... )

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