have you ever wanted something, and thought you had it, only to find out that it's not there, and there's nothing you can do about it exept hope for another try at it? i dont ask much in life, but it seems that i denied the few things i ask for the only things that mean anything to me. all i want is a life of my own, is that so much to ask for? ( Read more... )

"Cold ( Read more... )

well it's 10 after 7 A.M. . . . halloween. tisha's sleeping on her couch, and i'm just up, i dont know why i had the chance to sleep earlier, but for some reason i didnt take it. the haunted house opens at 3:00 today, so we have to be there even earlier than usuall, part of me kinda doesnt want to go, but i need to. i hope everything goes good ( Read more... )

hey guys, whats been up? i havent updated in a while i figured i'd go ahead and do it, not much been going on lately, jus been hanging out w/ Tish alot lately cuz she in *trouble* and cant go anywhere, so i been going and spending alot of time with her. jus wanted to write and let everybody know i was still alive. yall should call me sumtime so we ( Read more... )

man i have been so confused about so many things lately, i dont know what to do. me and lunchbox have been hanging out a lot lately, thats been pretty cool. we put on out "dancin shoes" saturday, and went to rocky. the first time i've been in months, and when we got there, my roll started goin bad, i spent like an hour trying to find someone that ( Read more... )

COHEED AND CAMBRIA LYRICS

"In Keeping Secrets Of Silent Earth: 3"

A broad incision sits across the evening
The victim to our fathers lost war
The restless children sit and mourn the graves
Of those they've never seen before
Will they be buried here among the dead?
In the silent secret

[Chorus:]
The pioneers
In dealing with it they march for dawn, of Will and ( Read more... )

hey everyone, well things arent goin to well right now, i'm sure by now everyones heard all kinds of stuff, so i'm not gonna stress my fingers to type it. well aparently a lot of people dont wanna go to veronica's tomarrow, cause they don't want me to start any drama, so i don't know if i'm gonna go. maybe everyone would be happier that way. i ( Read more... )

hey everybody, whats goin on? nothin much goin on here, just chillin at my house. so anyway, it's 3:51 friday morning, and i'm getting up early to mow yards (i still havent been to bed) and i felt like updating. man i cant wait for tonight we're gonna have so much fun. and it's sweethearts birthday weekend, so we'll have to party xtra hard. but yea ( Read more... )

hey everybody, whats up? i've been having a lot of fun the past couple of weeks, i've grown closer to my friends, it's great for the first time since i don't even know when i've been hanging out with my friends. it's been like old times. also dispite many differences, and disputes in the past, i've been able to hang out with someone and not feel ( Read more... )

man, i feel so depressed right now i don't even know what to do anymore. i miss being with tisha so much. ever since we broke up, i've done nothing but think of her. i seriously love this girl, and now that i've lost her i feel empty inside, like a dry well waiting for the rain. i know she'll always be there for me as a friend, and that gives me ( Read more... )