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[onebadbandito]

I feel really crappy right now. I start to think that im being ignored by everyone. I dont even want to finish writing the rest of what im thinking because i write like a 4 year old child. nobody but you reads my lj anyway so i might as well just tell you the next time we talk. I should just make the tittle of my lj, my innermost thoughts that i

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[starcr0ssed_]

was this from last night? i think you start feeling really bad at night. like you have some night time depression. maybe you should start going to bed at 7 in the evening. :) who is ignoring you, your family? you sounded ok when i talked to you on the phone today..i hope you feel better..

[oksofar]

hey, yo. just wanted to say that you 2 are great and i hope you keep growing together. i think everyone has their insecurities, i know i do. especially referring to your post in the quiet people forum. life's a fight though, and whatever's gonna work out is gonna work out, and not. though things are in your control, it's more of a subconscious thing.. i'm sure you know this but so much of these problems are the very definition of self-fulfilling prophecies - people can pick up on how you think/feel about yourself and situations so it seems like the battle is completely against your own demons. having close people around to confirm and deny a lot of what i think has helped me come to terms with a lot of my own confusion and get over some of my insecurities. anyway, we're in a similar place and i'd have your back if i lived there. peace.