wow.. i really need a girl fried or snuggle buddy.. or some sort of comfort.. because i feel like shit. i fell into that horibly steep and deep darkness that people call depression.. why can't i find something? somthing to grab onto... something that will pull me right back out. people say that depression can be caused by many things, the ( Read more... )

i've realized that i really need to get into gear with my life.. lately i've been slacking off blaming my cars and saying that once they are done then i'll go to school or what ever... but the only problem now, the cars are done. i sold my honda for 2g's and the altima is done. well.. done to the point where its at factory specs. i don't really ( Read more... )

i've got an 89 accord thats got a lot of work done to it.. i've babied her up real good. so if anyones interested in a good car that has a loud system in it and is reliable gimme a reply i'm askin $2200. oh.. and i've got a 95 nissan altima but thats not for sale yet.. gimme a few months or $4200 ( Read more... )

so.. there is this girl.. and i dont' know why... but i'm bieng a good friend to her.... but man... she is just such a downer. she complains about life about her not having friends about no guys liking her, how all guys are ass holes and just all this other bulshit. So im starting to wonder why do i bother ( Read more... )

so my oldest bro pulls through.. i'm takin his car on my campin trip.... i would take my car... but she's started to develop a light sputter on heavy loads.. i hope to fix that later but... i'm really excited for this trip... its something that i've been trying to get done for about four years now. hopefully its all smooth sailin... but man.. i'm ( Read more... )

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well..i'm not sure i've told very many people about me and andra. there was somethin there but we couldn't be because of our race, stupid yes? she is romanian and i am russian. her parents didn't like russians, and my parents were not for a relationship with a romanian. we met in a class our sophmore year and ever since i left interlake after ( Read more... )

It has been and extremely long period of time since my last update. i regret to inform you that, well thats how life is. I work afternoons to the dark hours of the morning. Sometimes i start in the morning and work well into the night. The longest i have worked is a full twenty hours.. thats right. and i slept six hours only to get up and work ( Read more... )

well another saterday at work .. then hung out with kit... good times...

every day, every single day its the same thing. mon through friday go to school right after go to work. get back at ten-ish then go to bed. saterday 8-ish go to work again. get home 8 to ten pm.. then on sunday go to church at 12pm and get back home at 4 430-ish .. its the same.. am i regular or just boring. most of my friends forgot i'm alive ( Read more... )