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[onebillyondolla]

Soooooo

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[deusextu]

You got more tools then you know. Look in the end she knew you loved her, thats what counts.

I don't know the exact condition but I would hazard a guess to say that if she only had a week it wouldn't have been a pleasent one so in some ways the timing may have been a mercy.

I know you're in pain right now, but you will adapt. Yes it is going to be there awhile, coming to terms with it isn't easy. But with time you will.

I couldn't tell you yet one way or the other if being there to say good bye at the moment is more helpful to you but I somehow don't think so. Saying good bye is as much a for ourselves as it is for them. Even on if you are right there to say the goodbye, you don't let them go then and there, you will be saying many goodbyes to them.

Finally, you've got the support of the people, you've got a good circle that you can fall back on if you need anything, just let us know man, we got your back.

[elka_woof]

This is why I always tell people how I feel about them, even if I sound silly sometimes. I had to lose my own grandparents before I learned that lesson.

Take care.

Learning that lesson real quick

[onebillyondolla]

I am now a subscriber to that feeling now, as well. Life be too short to hold back.

By the way, it looks like early June for Seattle. Friends from up there wanna take me to see a Mariners game at Safeco. If you don't mind driving up, we should arrange to hit the town one night and such.

[cheesechick]

Oh man that's awful. I'm really sorry. I wish I could do more to help than just expressing my condolences.

If you ever want to talk or anything, just let me know! I'm not really experienced in dealing with such matters, but I know that just talking to someone about anything at all can help.

I know things are terrible right now, but at least you've got a great group of friends willing to help you pull through.

:)

[onebillyondolla]

Damn right I do :)

*hug*

Thanks for the concern. I am feeling better now that I've had time to absorb it all.

Now, if Fantasy Flight would get off their lazy butts, we can gets together to whup each other up with gold treasures and such.

Re: :)

[cheesechick]

There's more previews up on their page. Each one makes me want it more and more...

[usagikou]

I kind of know what you're going through with not saying good-bye to someone you love: my godmother died two years ago and I never got the chance to tell her how much I loved her. It's hard but what kept me going was that I believe that she knew how much I loved and cared for her. The last time I saw her was Easter of 2005 and she died a few months later.

I believe the dead are always with us in our memories so your grandmother always be with you.

I'm so sorry for your loss. I'm really good at hugs so you'll be getting one next time I see you.