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i miss both of you.

you because we aren't talking.
you because we are, and i miss how it used to be.

things will be awkward, but we will still be friends.

i'll keep trying...

you know what? i miss you. i really do. but i also hate you. i hate you for breaking my heart and replacing me with someone else.
remember the wedding? do you know what happened? i went home that night and i cried my eyes out, that's what happened. you ignored me. and left me for her. was it worth it...?

consider our relationship as a bank.
you barely ever deposit anything...and yet you withdrawl all the time.

i tell you my feelings all the time. you don't.

i put lots of effort into our relationship and try to make it work.

you don't.

...love is gone there's no arms to run to anymore
i'm all alone there's no one for me to live for
letting go of the things i always clung to...

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i hurt my neck today. reallllly bad. like, it hurts more than i've ever been hurt before.

i'm coming home tomorrow! not that i don't like it here, but i want to get back to my friends. i haven't seen christina for...more than a week! and besides...it's too hot here. *sigh* why won't it rain?

i got a new bible :) it says my name on it. *happiness*

we slept out on the deck last night. the stars were so clear and gorgeous. did you see them? the sun woke me up around 4, and i watched the sunrise. something so simple...and it happens every day, but i never really paid attention before.

i want to say more, but i can't. not here.

i miss you. do you miss me?
this game we're playing is getting
harder. your subtle words mean something
else. something i don't understand.
when will you realize that my feelings
are not to be toyed with?