I'm still alive. Things with the boyfriend (Andrew--just to clarify that) are super fantastic, I am relishing that "being in love" sensation once more, I'm back in school, my job sucks but I am STILL there, I am trying to keep things cool with Tim but they do not seem to be working, I made up with Dan, my birthday is next month, I got a super ( Read more... )

I'm happy. Things with Drew are wonderful.

Tim is coming back today, I believe. I really have missed him but I know he probably won't ever want to talk to me again. That kills me. My first love, my best friend for so long--won't even acknowledge me. I understand how bad it hurts though, I really do.

Arg work gay that is all.

I'm going away for a while guys. It was nice knowing you, if I know you at all.

I feel very detached from everyone lately. I don't know why. I even feel detached from Tim, and that worries me. I have been trying so hard to mend things and they seem to be fine but something is not right. I wish I knew what it was. I am discontent with everything about my life right now, maybe for just this week, who knows.

Yesterday...or rather this...morning...I was at work until 3:15 am, not nice. I worked 2-10, was fully intent on going home, then somebody called out. I am exhausted as fuck, but I have another job interview today at Target. I doubt they will give me what I am asking for; it is a futile attempt to escape from 711 ( Read more... )

To everybody who I didn't call back Friday night/this morning: I left my phone in the car and was wayyy far away from it, sorry!

I wish I was tired so I could go to fucking bed.

Got sort of drunk at the beach with Drew last night, got home at 6:30, woke up a few hours later, went to work, rinse, repeat.

I have the next three days off.

Somebody hit me up.

The drama is neverending and killing meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee arg

I try to be a good friend, I really do, but its never good enough.

Tonight I'm taking it easy. (Possible) sleepover with the boy, swimming tomorrow (I bought a new string bikini but my boobs don't--fit--into it), who knows what else.

so big tim and i aren't friends anymore. gee, this is the greatest week ever! :)

i rock life so hard it just can't handle it.

i need some new friends.

( friend application. )

i got my tragus pierced yesterday, because i'm awesome.


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