urgh. acting.

[onedreamtree]

it's been a while since i last wrote. i know, i know. smack on the wrist with ruler and all that. as usual, i'm writing now while in the throes of melodrama and self-abuse, because..well, because that's what i do best really. come to think of it, i'm sort of always in the throes of melodrama and self-abuse. just a gift i guess. anyway...so yeah,

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[trinitydawning]

First of all- you are talented, so don't you start doubting that. Second- you are witty, and eccentric, and fantastic. Third- I know that feeling of being the one with no place, the one no one cares about, the pathetic one. How do you think I spent most of NCSA feeling. I felt less then good enough. I felt like the one who couldn't let go enough to sing in front of anybody, or just have fun with improv. I wasn't great at dance, and my work with tanya was no oscar performance. I thought I was the one no one gave a second thought to (for the most part). But you remember what I found out as the year came to and end and we had our wonderful sharing/sobbing circle. People cared more then I thought they did, and had I let them in I would have had a much more productive year. Let the people you are with in. Give them the benefit of the doubt. From where you are you've got nothing to loose. At the moment you aren't letting them in because you assume they don't want to know. So I say, give it a try. Worst thing that will happen is you'll prove