I have become something of a conneseiur of panic. I think I've spent much of the last year in a state of panic. Makes for exciting living, surely. Now I'm about to go to college, COLLEGE! in NY state, and I'm panicking once again. You know how people always realize things, big things, with this BANG! Like,"wow, that was a realization!! I'm going to ( Read more... )

this song is funny...hee hee hee....horrible, but funny ( Read more... )

I am confused. This comes as little surprise, honestly, because..well, i'm always confused! Nonetheless, this is particularly pickling.. Have you ever looked around a place you've been for ages, and suddenly realized that you weren't seeing it? That somehow you had changed a long time ago, and the scales have only just now fallen from your eyes? ( Read more... )

made the mistake of hooking up with my best guy friend last week. god, why did i do that? what actually made me think that i could get out of that without falling for him again? this is ridiculous. i was naive enough to think that maybe, maybe that that might have meant something, that he wasn't just going to grope and go, so to speak, but ah, no. ( Read more... )

Well, no candles really, but it is my birthday! 18 years old. I am officially all grown up, or at least in a legal sense. It's been a good day. I was registered to vote before I'd been a legal adult for 15 minutes, courtesy of the polical machine who runs the NCSA Young Dems and lives next door. Erin and I stayed up until midnight to celebrate my ( Read more... )

I just got accepted to college ( Read more... )

Cannot believe that I am about to graduate from highschool. Fuck! Fuck fuckfuckfuckfuck!!! No! Not ready! Wha...what...what?! What the hell do I do? I'm not even sure if I'm going into college! No, I am not ready! I still need my parents damnit!
Panic attack aside, I'm a little nervous.
-Glenna

i've realized tonight, while chatting with Erin, that I am really just not cool. Witty on rare occasions, and very friendly (in a pathetic sort of way) but really not cool at all. I seem to just get on people's nerves no matter what i do. Oh well. I guess I'm simply destined to irritate. Ugh. This has grown so nauseatingly self pitying that I'm ( Read more... )

I love the clothes that pinup girls wore in the 50s. So cool. I remember, Ariel and I went to the Museum of Sex in NYC, and we were there for this awesome exhibit called Vamps and Virgins. All this stuff about the history of pinup girls, etc. There was stuff from back in the 19th century, erotic (or really just plain vulgar) photography, and media ( Read more... )

I like these words. They please me ( Read more... )