so im back =) and im bored and lonely. i havent seen RALFY =( stupid MTA bitches! im going to go down there my self and tell them to make the trains work or i'll break there face =) but i saw him
but then tuesday we decided to come up with this whole plan about cutting school. lol were so bad. and we tell eachother to go to school but when it comes to being wtih eachother we cut =) how lovely. i miss him ALOT right now. i cant wait till his gifts come. I wish i would of bought him more. But im going shopping next week and you know im definitly getting him something. I love to spoil that kid with like everything I have. Im definitly buying him something from his FAVORiTE PLACE <3 cause i just love him so much. so 6 days till my BIRTHDAY and 4 days till CHRISTMAS. im supposed to spend christmas with a very special person. and i hope we do. it will be so perfect. i've never spent christmas with anyone I LOVE besides my family. i would love to spend it with him. i want to make him cookies. Christmas cookies. ME and RALFY have been so .... great? lol i couldnt think of a word. But EVERYTHING BETWEEN US has been wonderful, GREAT, AWESOME, and NO ONE is going to FUCK THAT UP! got it? he wrote the most touching away message the other day. it was yesterday. it was soooo touching. i really really loved it. It made me smile so much. =) makes me smile so dam much at times, that my cheeks tend to hurt after. So i cant wait till this weekend. Im going to be with him<3 he made me something. he taught me how to do something on livejournal because im just soo slow =( haha aw well. He put pictures of me, and him on his myspace. he is the fucking best. Like REALLY. he is the best, he is awesome. He is my cute fuzzy polar bear<3 I miss him saying "come here" and then he puts his arms around me while we lay and he rubs my back. OMG =) i rub his tummy cause i just fudgin love it. ITS THE BEST =) he doesnt like it but i LOVE IT. look what he made me =)
me =)
me and him <3
anyways. i really hope he gets his MP3 player so he can show me all the cool things it does. he said he was going to go buy it and then go buy me something =( eh. I dont want anything for christmas. I just want his love =) but if he does then ill accept it and appreciate it a whole lot =).
my baby and me <3
good times
he is hot ;-)
me <3
mmm kisses =)
my rock star
fucking GORGEOUS
YEAH, im prettier than you. =)
my santa <3
peek a BOO =)
no one will take him away !
alright im tired. lol im going to go talk to RALFY<3 so peace out bitches