Today was my last day at the board office ( Read more... )

first loves are fucking stupid.. 
get over it already.
it never lasts.
Im sorry.. but it's true.
I'll help you be happy. 

Dude... Im so glad I dont have am classes ( Read more... )

I want to do big kid stuff!
But I'm so not ready.

The whole college thing.
Job thing.
House thing.

I start classes tomorrow. Go me.
Meh. haha.

Clearly.. this past week I was a wreck.
If you saw me, you knew.
If you read my journal.. you could probably figure it out.
I really hate pms. Go back like a month.. and I have an entry just like this. lol.
It's ( Read more... )

Apparently so.
So says like 80% of all the people Ive ever met.

More and more I'm realizing how unnecessary I am to people who found new fun playmates ( Read more... )

What the hell is wrong with me lately?
Hmm.. yeah. Lets fix me?

Ive seriously gone crazy tonight.

This whole week.

I pretty much just want to hit everything and everyone ever.
But umm.. last time I did that it didnt turn out so well.. so yeah.
gah.
Theres no point to any of this. 
College.
People.
Bathing.

haha.. that last one was a joke.
But seriously.. I'm ( Read more... )

Well, he figured out what he wanted.

And it's not me.

yeah.

Oh well, it's been like a week.
He's right, my bad for falling for someone who didnt treat me like shit.

What was I thinking.

Sometimes Im unintelligent.

Rene's truck wont start and Im dreadfully hungry.

I need to get my hair cut.

I dont want to be around a lot of people Im going to be around tomorrow.
They make me uncomfortable and want to cry half the time.

But it'll be worth it.
I like this boy so much.
And not just because he's now read my journal.. haha.
Awesome.
But he's ( Read more... )

Otherwise I would kill myself right now ( Read more... )