This must be brief, since Chris would like to go on the computer in 15 minutes ( Read more... )

I wrote a whole entry, full of passion, full of energy, full of me. I said lots and lots and lots of everything I wanted to say. I said words that I was proud of... and my computer FUCKED UP!!! Never again will the words be remembered. Even I am forgetting them as I type this. Maybe it's a sign from whatever. I wrote something to be proud of and no ( Read more... )

Today it's my birthday. I'm a man (15 years of age). I'm proud.

It's like I thought. It's like any other day. Of course it is. Days don't have feelings, do they? I give days feelings, days don't automatically have them. Fuck, Yousday went by like any other day. I didn't even remember it was Yousday until like the middle of the day. That's how it ( Read more... )

Today, I went to a dance. School dance. Y'know, you hear all about them during school and stuff, and if you don't go you're not socially acceptable, right? So I went to check out on everything. I mean, I like to dance, but I just can't dance to rap. Sorry. I like to dance to my music. Too bad... ANYWAY, Kristina doesn't like Loyola dances because ( Read more... )

I saw her today. Kristina. I was auditioning for the play at Immaculate Heart and she came to wish me good luck. When I saw her in the distance, she started walking toward me when she saw me, and she had that look in her face; the same look that she's had every time we've met up. She starts walking toward me, her cheeks are nice and round and red ( Read more... )

3 months ago I wrote my first real entry into this livejournal thing. That was when I decided that I would actually write my thoughts and about my life and stuff in here. It's not like I'm celebrating some giant event or anything. I'm just saying, it's been 3 months ( Read more... )

Johnny Ramone has died. And when I thought of it, many rock stars have died in my time. Joey and Dee Dee Ramone in the last 3 years, as well as Joe Strummer. But they died before I listened to their music. Joe Strummer's death kind of informed me about the Clash. 4 months after he died I bought their Essential Clash album and fell in love with them ( Read more... )

It's the little things in life, isn't it? I mean, those big things matter a lot, but the little things seem to mean so much more in those small situations. Why am I sounding so weird? Well, today I called Kristina and her mom picked up. She told me that Kristina was at her friend's birthday party (which I knew, but had some sort of false hope that ( Read more... )

School's been going on for the last 3 days. Before school, I've spent lots of time worrying that I would probably hate Loyola... I don't know why, it's just that Chris would only talk about Loyola when he was pissed, so I'd hear all of these bad things like it's the worst school on the planet. I know it's no where near the best, and I'm not one of ( Read more... )

I love Garden State. It's just that simple. You can have your own theory about seeing it with Kristina or whatever, but I love the movie. I bought the soundtrack today, and I love it. It's just great. Just felt like saying that, being that I'm so filled with happy energy ( Read more... )