OOC: Log post.
Who: Kratos and Gojyo
What: Kratos' decision. :|
When: Last night? Maybe?
Where: A HOUSE. SOMEWHERE. I DON'T KNOW OKAY.
Why: MOAR plot.
How: Asterisks. 'Cause. We were lazy.
Rating: PG-13 for Gojyo's potty mouth and some... violence? :|
No one was there to see. B|
Kratos: *takes a deep breath before opening the door to the house, and walking inside*
Gojyo: *put the kids to bed already, and is watching some movie on TV* *doesn't hear him come in*
Kratos: *walks into the living room silently* *IS SEKRITLY A NINJA*
Gojyo: *sits there*
Kratos: ...*clears his throat*
Gojyo: *jumps* What the fu-- *sees who it is* Oh. Hi.
Kratos: ...Hello. *afraid to step closer >__>*
Gojyo: Right. Uh. *turns off the TV* You can sit, you know. Or are you leaving again?
Kratos: No... I'll sit... I have to talk to you.
Gojyo: ... *NOT LOOKING FORWARD TO THIS* Then why the hell aren't you sitting?
Kratos: *TOTALLY FORGOT ABOUT SITTING* *instinctively sits next to him* *not making eye contact*
Gojyo: ... *hesitates* *just looking at him for a long moment* Wanna make smalltalk first or something?
Kratos: *shakes his head* I... *so used to being blunt, wtf* I... *whisper* I think this should be dealt with quickly.
Gojyo: *looks away, staring instead at the TV, even though he turned it off already* Yeah.
Kratos: ....*tilts his head so it's leaning on Gojyo's shoulder* *deep sigh*
Gojyo: *blinks, then swallows* *wasn't expecting any physical contact* *resists moving an arm around him* Well?
Kratos: ...*throat suddenly very VERY dry* ...I love you, Gojyo... never forget that... but... I... I'm sorry.
Gojyo: ... *tenses up completely, even though he was expecting that* She's your wife. I understand. *wonders if he's really lying when he says that*
Kratos: ....*clings to his shirt with one hand*
Gojyo: Sh-She's your wife. I knew this would happen. *voice breaking a little*
Kratos: .......I'm sorry....... I am... it's..... *clenches his shirt and hides his face*
Gojyo: ... Don't apologise. *can't bring himself to tell him to leave* You don't gotta explain either. And I don't wanna hear it in the first place.
Kratos: ....*still clinging* I... didn't want this to happen.
Gojyo: Well. It has. *barely keeping it together here* *wants him to leave so he can fall apart in private*
Kratos: ......*shifts closer* It wasn't supposed to. This... *blames it all on fate*
Gojyo: It. Happened. *might be a little bit cold, but THIS IS NOT HELPING*
Kratos: *just stays there*
Gojyo: Where's your wife now? *subtle way of reminding him where Kratos is supposed to want to be right now*
Kratos: *hoarse* Back in the hotel.
Gojyo: Then why the hell are you still here? *will regret being this cold later, but can't bring himself to give a fuck right now*
Kratos: ...I don't want to leave... *might be implying that he doesn't want to leave Gojyo IN MOAR WAYS THAN ONE*
Gojyo: You're just... *has to clear his throat to steady his voice* You're just making this harder.
Kratos: I'm sorry. *doesn't move*
Gojyo: Y'know, if you can't even move a fucking inch away from me now, why don't you abandon her completely? *sarcasm*
Kratos: ........*slowly lets go of him*
Gojyo: *immediately loses whatever mask he's been able to keep up so far, leaning forward until his elbows are against the table, hiding his face in his hands* *can barely even breathe suddenly*
Kratos: *using all of his willpower not to hug him again* *just stares straight ahead* *VERY HAPPY HE DOESN'T NEED TO BREATHE OR ANYTHING*
Gojyo: ... Fucking leave already. *doesn't want to be seen like this* *barely able to get the words out*
Kratos: ...*hesitates* *swallow*
Gojyo: Goddammit, Kratos. *doesn't sound angry or cold at all anymore*
Kratos: .....*moves in close again* *TRIES TO COMFORT GOJYO* *IS A 'TARD*
Gojyo: *pulls away qiuckly, standing up and glaring down at him* You left me. You got no right to do that anymore and it won't. Fucking. Help. So get out.
Kratos: *stares up at him* *his turn to have the kicked puppy look*
Gojyo: ... You made your choice. *voice breaking again*
Kratos: ....I... I know. *still frozen* *HAS NEVER HAD TO DO THIS, AND IS V. V. CONFUSED*
Gojyo: *HAS NEVER HAD TO DO THIS EITHER* ... I knew relationships were a fucking bad idea. *turns to leave the room because he can't stand it anymore*
Kratos: *instinctively reaches out to grab his arm before he can leave*
Gojyo: *stops, but doesn't turn back*
Kratos: ..........*no idea what to say or do now* ...I'll always love you, too....
Gojyo: .... Gotta fall out of love with me now, Kratos. Not fair to your wife otherwise. *still doesn't turn to look at him*
Kratos: ........I know.... I don't want to.... but... I know. *still keeps a firm hold on his arm*
Gojyo: ... She'll make you happier anyway. *squeezes his eyes shut*
Kratos: *shakes his head* You... you would have made me just as happy. As... happy as I'd allow myself to be.
Gojyo: ... Right. *tugs his arm free*
Kratos: *FIRM HOLD*
Gojyo: .... *turns to look at him finally*
Kratos: *kicked lost puppy look combined with sad faise*
Gojyo: .... Did you expect me not to care? *just really hurt and sad expression*
Kratos: *shakes his head*
Gojyo: ... Then.... then what?
Kratos: ...I honestly don't know... I.... This isn't right. *can't look him in the eye*
Gojyo: .... Then what the hell would be right? *can't look at him either, so that's fine*
Kratos: ...*shakes his head* *LOST AND CONFUSED*
Gojyo: ... You left me. *doesn't say 'again'*
Kratos: ...And... and if this circumstance hadn't arisen... the thought wouldn't have crossed my mind. *magically forgets to say "again", too*
Gojyo: ... that's the thing, Kratos. They did. *turns away again*
Kratos: ...Don't treat it as if I was planning this... *still holds his arm*
Gojyo: *can't take it anymore* *barely able to stand now* Let go of me so I can go... *voice breaking on every other word* I don't want you seeing me like this.
Kratos: ...*doesn't let go* *is a bastard*
Gojyo: ... Have you... You haven't even realised it's over yet. For good. This time. There's... no going back on this decision. *swallows*
Kratos: ....*tightens his grip* *scared, even though he'd never admit it >___>*
Gojyo: ... It's not like I ever thought I might stand a chance. *wishes he could just stop talking*
Kratos: ...I love you... you... you did 'stand a chance'. I'm sorry.
Gojyo: ... I didn't. You left. Quit... apologising when it's not your fault.
Kratos: ....I didn't sleep this entire week, because I didn't want to leave you.
Gojyo: You're not the only one.
Kratos: .............*pulls at him* *WANTS TO HUG HIM AT LEAST ONCE MORE*
Gojyo: .... *doesn't move* That just proves it, though. You didn't sleep 'cause you didn't wanna leave me. Not 'cause you didn't wanna leave either of us. Proves I didn't stand a fucking chance, now leave. ... Please, Kratos.
Kratos: ...................*waits a few moments before letting go* ........As you wish.
Gojyo: *fights not to break down* *doesn't move at all*
Kratos: ....*stands there for a moment, kind of hoping that he'll change his mind*
Gojyo: *isn't the one who has to change his mind* *doesn't want to draw this out, no matter how much he wants him there*
Kratos: ........*tries ONCE more* *reaches out for the arm with the wristband*
Gojyo: .... *can't bring himself to pull away* I... should give you that back.
Kratos: *shakes his head* *voice still hoarse* Keep it.
Gojyo: ... It's meaningless now.
Kratos: *shakes his head again* It's not.
Gojyo: ... Take it off me.
Kratos: No.
Gojyo: Why the hell not?
Kratos: Because then... then... *can't finish his sentence*
Gojyo: ... It's over, Kratos. I... can't return to you anymore. *kind of proud of himself for still being able to talk*
Kratos: *shakes his head* *IN DENIAL*
Gojyo: *turns and quickly removes the wristband, throwing it at him* Get out.
Kratos: *CATCHES IT* *kicked puppy and kitty put together sad faise super power go*
Gojyo: *IGNORES IT* Out.
Kratos: .....*takes a small step back*
Gojyo: .... *SHOVE* Out.
Kratos: ....*recovers* ....Don't shove me.
Gojyo: Then get out on your own.
Kratos: *snaps back* Gladly.
Gojyo: .... *might be hurt* Should I draw you a map?
Kratos: *totally didn't mean it, but there's no stopping it now* I'm more than capable of functioning without you.
Gojyo: That's obvious, you're fucking leaving me. Even though you promised not to. OUT.
Kratos: ...*actually feels hurt* *this confuses and pisses him off B|* I didn't expect my wife to return from the dead. *sneer* Then again, I suppose I'm doing you a favor. Now you're free to live from whore to whore every night once again.
Gojyo: Then you shouldn't have made that goddamn promise. *glares at him* Then again, why the hell would I trust you? Betrayal's a fucking hobby to you.
Kratos: *actually snarls at him* And being nothing but bad luck is yours.
Gojyo: ... *steps back* *can't believe him* *swallows down hard* Like I said, you'll be happier with her. *turns and leaves*
Kratos: *on a roll* You're right! I will! *can't believe himself either*
Gojyo: *goes OUTSIDE* *ha, Kratos is stuck with the kids now* Gonna find myself a whore for the night. See ya. *throws an arm up as a goodbye, then slams the door*
Kratos: *has an undead waifu to go home to >__>* *opens the door and calls out after Gojyo* ... *STORMS AFTER HIM* You forgot something. *pushes the wristband into Gojyo's chest* Find some stray dog to give it to. Surely it'll appreciate the sentiments more. Or better yet, give it to the whore, she'll be able to pawn it for extra food money.
Gojyo: *doesn't take it* *just keeps walking*
Kratos: *B|* *DOES NOT LIEK TO BE DEFIED* *grabs Gojyo's arm and whips him around*
Gojyo: *PUNCHES HIM IN THE FACE*
Kratos: *CATCHES IT AND THROWS HIM TO THE GROUND*
Gojyo: *lands with an 'oomph'* *tries to kick him*
Kratos: *barely dodges*
Gojyo: *gets to his feet again*
Kratos: *GLARE*
Gojyo: *punches his stomach this time*
Kratos: *too angry to think straight and avoid it* *COUGHS*
Gojyo: *knees him under the chin and then shoves him HARD*
Kratos: *ON THE GROUND* *takes a moment to get his bearings before coming back to his feet and tackling Gojyo*
Gojyo: *had been about to leave again, so he wasn't ready for that* *falls backwards*
Kratos: *PINS HIM DOWN AND GLARES* *makes sure they're making eye contact* ...Good riddance. *is going to regret that once he looks back on this*
Gojyo: ... *closes his eyes and just wants to die, because he can't deal with this* ... Let go of me so I can go get wasted. *sounding really weak again*
Kratos: *blinkblink* *calms down rly rly fast* ...I.... Gojyo...
Gojyo: .... Let go of me.
Kratos: ....*lets go and rolls away* ......I'm sorry. It was rash... and... I didn't mean any of it... I'm sorry.
Gojyo: *not listening* *gets to his feet*
Kratos: ....*looks at the ground and picks up the wristband that fell during their scuffle* *draws his knees to his chest and clutches at it* ...I'm sorry.
Gojyo: ... I'm gonna go get that whore now.
Kratos: *staring at the wristband* ....Whatever you want.
Gojyo: ... *sighs* You gotta get back to your wife.
Kratos: *might actually have just shed a tear OH MY GOD* *just nods*
Gojyo: ... I'll get back to the kids. *turns and heads back to the house without looking at him*
Kratos: *just nods again* *hides his face in his knees*
Gojyo: *goes inside, closing and locking the door*
Kratos: *stays outside in the mud and dirt and BEAUTIFUL MOTHER NATURE* *might be sobbing >_>*
Gojyo: *goes to break down in their his room*
THE END
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LOL GUYS JUST KIDDING >.>
What: Kratos' decision. :|
When: Last night? Maybe?
Where: A HOUSE. SOMEWHERE. I DON'T KNOW OKAY.
Why: MOAR plot.
How: Asterisks. 'Cause. We were lazy.
Rating: PG-13 for Gojyo's potty mouth and some... violence? :|
No one was there to see. B|
Kratos: *takes a deep breath before opening the door to the house, and walking inside*
Gojyo: *put the kids to bed already, and is watching some movie on TV* *doesn't hear him come in*
Kratos: *walks into the living room silently* *IS SEKRITLY A NINJA*
Gojyo: *sits there*
Kratos: ...*clears his throat*
Gojyo: *jumps* What the fu-- *sees who it is* Oh. Hi.
Kratos: ...Hello. *afraid to step closer >__>*
Gojyo: Right. Uh. *turns off the TV* You can sit, you know. Or are you leaving again?
Kratos: No... I'll sit... I have to talk to you.
Gojyo: ... *NOT LOOKING FORWARD TO THIS* Then why the hell aren't you sitting?
Kratos: *TOTALLY FORGOT ABOUT SITTING* *instinctively sits next to him* *not making eye contact*
Gojyo: ... *hesitates* *just looking at him for a long moment* Wanna make smalltalk first or something?
Kratos: *shakes his head* I... *so used to being blunt, wtf* I... *whisper* I think this should be dealt with quickly.
Gojyo: *looks away, staring instead at the TV, even though he turned it off already* Yeah.
Kratos: ....*tilts his head so it's leaning on Gojyo's shoulder* *deep sigh*
Gojyo: *blinks, then swallows* *wasn't expecting any physical contact* *resists moving an arm around him* Well?
Kratos: ...*throat suddenly very VERY dry* ...I love you, Gojyo... never forget that... but... I... I'm sorry.
Gojyo: ... *tenses up completely, even though he was expecting that* She's your wife. I understand. *wonders if he's really lying when he says that*
Kratos: ....*clings to his shirt with one hand*
Gojyo: Sh-She's your wife. I knew this would happen. *voice breaking a little*
Kratos: .......I'm sorry....... I am... it's..... *clenches his shirt and hides his face*
Gojyo: ... Don't apologise. *can't bring himself to tell him to leave* You don't gotta explain either. And I don't wanna hear it in the first place.
Kratos: ....*still clinging* I... didn't want this to happen.
Gojyo: Well. It has. *barely keeping it together here* *wants him to leave so he can fall apart in private*
Kratos: ......*shifts closer* It wasn't supposed to. This... *blames it all on fate*
Gojyo: It. Happened. *might be a little bit cold, but THIS IS NOT HELPING*
Kratos: *just stays there*
Gojyo: Where's your wife now? *subtle way of reminding him where Kratos is supposed to want to be right now*
Kratos: *hoarse* Back in the hotel.
Gojyo: Then why the hell are you still here? *will regret being this cold later, but can't bring himself to give a fuck right now*
Kratos: ...I don't want to leave... *might be implying that he doesn't want to leave Gojyo IN MOAR WAYS THAN ONE*
Gojyo: You're just... *has to clear his throat to steady his voice* You're just making this harder.
Kratos: I'm sorry. *doesn't move*
Gojyo: Y'know, if you can't even move a fucking inch away from me now, why don't you abandon her completely? *sarcasm*
Kratos: ........*slowly lets go of him*
Gojyo: *immediately loses whatever mask he's been able to keep up so far, leaning forward until his elbows are against the table, hiding his face in his hands* *can barely even breathe suddenly*
Kratos: *using all of his willpower not to hug him again* *just stares straight ahead* *VERY HAPPY HE DOESN'T NEED TO BREATHE OR ANYTHING*
Gojyo: ... Fucking leave already. *doesn't want to be seen like this* *barely able to get the words out*
Kratos: ...*hesitates* *swallow*
Gojyo: Goddammit, Kratos. *doesn't sound angry or cold at all anymore*
Kratos: .....*moves in close again* *TRIES TO COMFORT GOJYO* *IS A 'TARD*
Gojyo: *pulls away qiuckly, standing up and glaring down at him* You left me. You got no right to do that anymore and it won't. Fucking. Help. So get out.
Kratos: *stares up at him* *his turn to have the kicked puppy look*
Gojyo: ... You made your choice. *voice breaking again*
Kratos: ....I... I know. *still frozen* *HAS NEVER HAD TO DO THIS, AND IS V. V. CONFUSED*
Gojyo: *HAS NEVER HAD TO DO THIS EITHER* ... I knew relationships were a fucking bad idea. *turns to leave the room because he can't stand it anymore*
Kratos: *instinctively reaches out to grab his arm before he can leave*
Gojyo: *stops, but doesn't turn back*
Kratos: ..........*no idea what to say or do now* ...I'll always love you, too....
Gojyo: .... Gotta fall out of love with me now, Kratos. Not fair to your wife otherwise. *still doesn't turn to look at him*
Kratos: ........I know.... I don't want to.... but... I know. *still keeps a firm hold on his arm*
Gojyo: ... She'll make you happier anyway. *squeezes his eyes shut*
Kratos: *shakes his head* You... you would have made me just as happy. As... happy as I'd allow myself to be.
Gojyo: ... Right. *tugs his arm free*
Kratos: *FIRM HOLD*
Gojyo: .... *turns to look at him finally*
Kratos: *kicked lost puppy look combined with sad faise*
Gojyo: .... Did you expect me not to care? *just really hurt and sad expression*
Kratos: *shakes his head*
Gojyo: ... Then.... then what?
Kratos: ...I honestly don't know... I.... This isn't right. *can't look him in the eye*
Gojyo: .... Then what the hell would be right? *can't look at him either, so that's fine*
Kratos: ...*shakes his head* *LOST AND CONFUSED*
Gojyo: ... You left me. *doesn't say 'again'*
Kratos: ...And... and if this circumstance hadn't arisen... the thought wouldn't have crossed my mind. *magically forgets to say "again", too*
Gojyo: ... that's the thing, Kratos. They did. *turns away again*
Kratos: ...Don't treat it as if I was planning this... *still holds his arm*
Gojyo: *can't take it anymore* *barely able to stand now* Let go of me so I can go... *voice breaking on every other word* I don't want you seeing me like this.
Kratos: ...*doesn't let go* *is a bastard*
Gojyo: ... Have you... You haven't even realised it's over yet. For good. This time. There's... no going back on this decision. *swallows*
Kratos: ....*tightens his grip* *scared, even though he'd never admit it >___>*
Gojyo: ... It's not like I ever thought I might stand a chance. *wishes he could just stop talking*
Kratos: ...I love you... you... you did 'stand a chance'. I'm sorry.
Gojyo: ... I didn't. You left. Quit... apologising when it's not your fault.
Kratos: ....I didn't sleep this entire week, because I didn't want to leave you.
Gojyo: You're not the only one.
Kratos: .............*pulls at him* *WANTS TO HUG HIM AT LEAST ONCE MORE*
Gojyo: .... *doesn't move* That just proves it, though. You didn't sleep 'cause you didn't wanna leave me. Not 'cause you didn't wanna leave either of us. Proves I didn't stand a fucking chance, now leave. ... Please, Kratos.
Kratos: ...................*waits a few moments before letting go* ........As you wish.
Gojyo: *fights not to break down* *doesn't move at all*
Kratos: ....*stands there for a moment, kind of hoping that he'll change his mind*
Gojyo: *isn't the one who has to change his mind* *doesn't want to draw this out, no matter how much he wants him there*
Kratos: ........*tries ONCE more* *reaches out for the arm with the wristband*
Gojyo: .... *can't bring himself to pull away* I... should give you that back.
Kratos: *shakes his head* *voice still hoarse* Keep it.
Gojyo: ... It's meaningless now.
Kratos: *shakes his head again* It's not.
Gojyo: ... Take it off me.
Kratos: No.
Gojyo: Why the hell not?
Kratos: Because then... then... *can't finish his sentence*
Gojyo: ... It's over, Kratos. I... can't return to you anymore. *kind of proud of himself for still being able to talk*
Kratos: *shakes his head* *IN DENIAL*
Gojyo: *turns and quickly removes the wristband, throwing it at him* Get out.
Kratos: *CATCHES IT* *kicked puppy and kitty put together sad faise super power go*
Gojyo: *IGNORES IT* Out.
Kratos: .....*takes a small step back*
Gojyo: .... *SHOVE* Out.
Kratos: ....*recovers* ....Don't shove me.
Gojyo: Then get out on your own.
Kratos: *snaps back* Gladly.
Gojyo: .... *might be hurt* Should I draw you a map?
Kratos: *totally didn't mean it, but there's no stopping it now* I'm more than capable of functioning without you.
Gojyo: That's obvious, you're fucking leaving me. Even though you promised not to. OUT.
Kratos: ...*actually feels hurt* *this confuses and pisses him off B|* I didn't expect my wife to return from the dead. *sneer* Then again, I suppose I'm doing you a favor. Now you're free to live from whore to whore every night once again.
Gojyo: Then you shouldn't have made that goddamn promise. *glares at him* Then again, why the hell would I trust you? Betrayal's a fucking hobby to you.
Kratos: *actually snarls at him* And being nothing but bad luck is yours.
Gojyo: ... *steps back* *can't believe him* *swallows down hard* Like I said, you'll be happier with her. *turns and leaves*
Kratos: *on a roll* You're right! I will! *can't believe himself either*
Gojyo: *goes OUTSIDE* *ha, Kratos is stuck with the kids now* Gonna find myself a whore for the night. See ya. *throws an arm up as a goodbye, then slams the door*
Kratos: *has an undead waifu to go home to >__>* *opens the door and calls out after Gojyo* ... *STORMS AFTER HIM* You forgot something. *pushes the wristband into Gojyo's chest* Find some stray dog to give it to. Surely it'll appreciate the sentiments more. Or better yet, give it to the whore, she'll be able to pawn it for extra food money.
Gojyo: *doesn't take it* *just keeps walking*
Kratos: *B|* *DOES NOT LIEK TO BE DEFIED* *grabs Gojyo's arm and whips him around*
Gojyo: *PUNCHES HIM IN THE FACE*
Kratos: *CATCHES IT AND THROWS HIM TO THE GROUND*
Gojyo: *lands with an 'oomph'* *tries to kick him*
Kratos: *barely dodges*
Gojyo: *gets to his feet again*
Kratos: *GLARE*
Gojyo: *punches his stomach this time*
Kratos: *too angry to think straight and avoid it* *COUGHS*
Gojyo: *knees him under the chin and then shoves him HARD*
Kratos: *ON THE GROUND* *takes a moment to get his bearings before coming back to his feet and tackling Gojyo*
Gojyo: *had been about to leave again, so he wasn't ready for that* *falls backwards*
Kratos: *PINS HIM DOWN AND GLARES* *makes sure they're making eye contact* ...Good riddance. *is going to regret that once he looks back on this*
Gojyo: ... *closes his eyes and just wants to die, because he can't deal with this* ... Let go of me so I can go get wasted. *sounding really weak again*
Kratos: *blinkblink* *calms down rly rly fast* ...I.... Gojyo...
Gojyo: .... Let go of me.
Kratos: ....*lets go and rolls away* ......I'm sorry. It was rash... and... I didn't mean any of it... I'm sorry.
Gojyo: *not listening* *gets to his feet*
Kratos: ....*looks at the ground and picks up the wristband that fell during their scuffle* *draws his knees to his chest and clutches at it* ...I'm sorry.
Gojyo: ... I'm gonna go get that whore now.
Kratos: *staring at the wristband* ....Whatever you want.
Gojyo: ... *sighs* You gotta get back to your wife.
Kratos: *might actually have just shed a tear OH MY GOD* *just nods*
Gojyo: ... I'll get back to the kids. *turns and heads back to the house without looking at him*
Kratos: *just nods again* *hides his face in his knees*
Gojyo: *goes inside, closing and locking the door*
Kratos: *stays outside in the mud and dirt and BEAUTIFUL MOTHER NATURE* *might be sobbing >_>*
Gojyo: *goes to break down in their his room*
THE END
bnr
LOL GUYS JUST KIDDING >.>