phew! well i got a call today from an attorney saying that i'm going to be sued by mbna unless i can pay $4700 by noon tomorrow. oh ok! good thing i have $4700 lying around ( Read more... )

i am so fucking bored. all i feel like doing is getting in my car and just driving somewhere. ofcourse today i decided to put off gettin my car towed to the shop one more day. yup my car is still at stef's. atleast i don't need to go anywhere. i don't feel like reading. i don't feel like watching tv. i don't feel like listening to music. i' ( Read more... )

i'm going to sleep in undies, a wife beater & leg warmers. how hot am i? it's a mystery why guys don't like me.

ok so. i decided this year i wasn't going to even take notice of valentine's day. i realize it's a stupid holiday but i am a girl and wouldn't be upset if someone showed up with some roses and said they were taking me out for dinner and a movie ( Read more... )

he is the most handsome guy i've ever seen in real life. ofcourse i've alread been warned about him. i think i might attempt a pursuit anyway. he makes me forget.

moving to maine can't come quickly enough. fuck work. fuck trying to keep friends. fuck trying to make friends. fuck lust. fuck bills. fucking smoking. fuck hangovers. fuck falling in love every fucking time i see him. fuck kids. fuck memories. fuck effort. fuck optimism. fuck marriage. fuck trying to relate. fuck not having a huge ( Read more... )

i fucking love smallville.

i hope saturday is fun. tonight was fun. i hope my friend jaytobin comes out with me. it's a long shot but i asked and hopefully he'll join me for a night of fun.

SCORPIO (Oct. 24-Nov. 21). There's something magical about your time with loved ones. Squeeze the moments you have together for all they are worth. When you're fully present you can force time to move slowly, but you cannot keep it from passing.

..........i think this horoscope will go for the whole weekend.

ok i need to get laid or masterbate more or something. any takers? this hottie chiropractor that works for my company just called because i had left him a message. he's like "hi jennifer, just who i wanted.". oh lord. my fucking nipples are instantly hard. he's a fucking fox. i'd let him violate the patient/doctor relationship with me ( Read more... )

i need to take a breather and write a little journal entry. work is fucking busy. i wish the lady from lahey would call me back so i could rest easy. i want out of this place. i'm constantly walking on eggshells around the beast. it sucks ( Read more... )