never knew a monday afternoon could feel so empty.

they went saturday night.. without me.

it's okay though because i really wasn't up to going.

wouldn't have been much fun for me anyway.

although, let's get one thing established from this point forward.

spencer, you owe me one now..

i want to make this whole thing work, but sometimes i wonder.

is ( Read more... )

This week has gone by so fast, but it’s been a pretty good one. I now get to kick back and just be lazy for the next week! Ch-yeah! We didn’t win the door decorating contest like we thought we would, but hey, ours was still good. Mr. Puffinberger won only because he had a real live fish tank with live fish in it on his door ::sticks tongue out:: I ( Read more... )

I’m not swift on words today and I’m not entirely in my normal type of mood, but I thought I’d inform you all about my weekend. Last night I went to the movies with Josh Featherstone, Spencer, and Allyson. We got there at about 6:30 and then Josh took us all down to McDonalds. We had loads of fun sitting there eating in the Play Place and talking ( Read more... )

Tonight will be the worst that I've had in a long time. It's so hard being this lonely. Not friendless lonely.. loveless lonely. I'll elaborate further on in this entry. In English we worked on our door poster thing. I had to draw this huge trophy thing.. grr. It took forever and I still don't think it looked that good when I got done, but everyone ( Read more... )

I having been sitting here, biting my lip and thinking about a few things. Yes, I do tend to sit and contemplate a lot. I just have that much spare time. I’ve been thinking about that situation; that unavoidable sickening yet irresistible situation. It’s constantly running through my mind and I can’t help but try to find meaning in the quandary ( Read more... )

i like him.

he doesn't like me.

the end.

( Ahh.." )

          I sat here for a few moments pondering just what exactly I’d like to say; staring at this blank empty page with so many emotions and thoughts racing through my mind. As I am writing this entry I have just read something sent to me in an e-mail. It’s probably the most similar and equivalent thing to what is happening to me in my life. I ( Read more... )

I have lost all perspective on life. Everything I thought was right; all of the advice I’ve given to other people… has smacked me right in the face. I am completely and utterly confused. It seems as though everything I have learned in my life about love has completely blown up in my face and means absolutely nothing. I thought we were going to go ( Read more... )

Yesterday was an okay day. In English we had Mr. Tally and pictures. Ash and I got ours done and we got a 4 The Fight bracelet for Relay for Life. I had money and at the moment I was feeling contributive and happy so I was like what the hell. Computer Apps was boring. I think I’m going to do badly in her class these six weeks. I’m always lazy in ( Read more... )

I didn’t think that it was going to be as bad as it was. Driver’s Ed was the most boring class I’ve ever had to take! By the middle of the class, I had a headache. Luckily we get out at 6:00 instead of 6:30. That means, I might be able to go to the baseball game Friday :] Speaking of baseball, well sort of, I didn’t talk to *HIM* today. I feel like ( Read more... )