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i was telling courtney how much i can relate to this song (even tho it sounds weird.) but even more than that, i just LOVE listening to it. its such a freaking awesome song.
Coming out of my cage
And I've been doing just fine
Gotta gotta be down
Because I want it all
It started out with a kiss
How did it end up like this?
It was only a kiss
It was only a kiss
Now I'm falling asleep
And she's calling a cab
While he's having a smoke
And she's taking a drag
Now they're going to bed
And my stomach is sick
And it's all in my head
But she's touching his-- chest now
He takes off her dress now
Let me go
And I just can't look
It's killing me
And taking control
Jealousy
Turning saints into the sea
Turning through sick lullaby
Choking on your alibi
But it's just the price I pay
Destiny is calling me
Open up my eager eyes
I'm Mr. Brightside
if you havent heard it, check out Launch.com, sign in with your yahoo name, and you can watch the video.
i wish i could forget that the whole SMJ thing happened. i feel like im over the hurt of it, but i cant stop thinking about it. and im dreading going back to school cuz i know everyones gonna be asking about it and its gonna bring back the pain. its going to be humiliating to tell everyone what happened. ill sound like such a fool, such an idiot for not seeing it coming.
and then everyone will get their chance to gossip about it with their own friends and spread my pain to more people. and ill hafta start the whole moving-on process all over again.
other than that, im ready for school. i want to get back into a routine, and see everybody. i cant wait to be a senior. i cant wait to graduate and start the rest of my life. i cant wait for my parents to finally start looking at me as an adult.
im in love with NAU and i know ill be happy there. im so excited.
im even more excited that my parents finally decided to let me and court take our road trip up there!! :) their homecoming is Oct.2 so maybe we can go up then and party.
anyway. ill see you guys tuesday! <3
i was telling courtney how much i can relate to this song (even tho it sounds weird.) but even more than that, i just LOVE listening to it. its such a freaking awesome song.
Coming out of my cage
And I've been doing just fine
Gotta gotta be down
Because I want it all
It started out with a kiss
How did it end up like this?
It was only a kiss
It was only a kiss
Now I'm falling asleep
And she's calling a cab
While he's having a smoke
And she's taking a drag
Now they're going to bed
And my stomach is sick
And it's all in my head
But she's touching his-- chest now
He takes off her dress now
Let me go
And I just can't look
It's killing me
And taking control
Jealousy
Turning saints into the sea
Turning through sick lullaby
Choking on your alibi
But it's just the price I pay
Destiny is calling me
Open up my eager eyes
I'm Mr. Brightside
if you havent heard it, check out Launch.com, sign in with your yahoo name, and you can watch the video.
i wish i could forget that the whole SMJ thing happened. i feel like im over the hurt of it, but i cant stop thinking about it. and im dreading going back to school cuz i know everyones gonna be asking about it and its gonna bring back the pain. its going to be humiliating to tell everyone what happened. ill sound like such a fool, such an idiot for not seeing it coming.
and then everyone will get their chance to gossip about it with their own friends and spread my pain to more people. and ill hafta start the whole moving-on process all over again.
other than that, im ready for school. i want to get back into a routine, and see everybody. i cant wait to be a senior. i cant wait to graduate and start the rest of my life. i cant wait for my parents to finally start looking at me as an adult.
im in love with NAU and i know ill be happy there. im so excited.
im even more excited that my parents finally decided to let me and court take our road trip up there!! :) their homecoming is Oct.2 so maybe we can go up then and party.
anyway. ill see you guys tuesday! <3