Comments | onelastcigarete: i don't know

onelastcigarete

i don't know

Mar 21, 2006 00:00

I just saw wedding crashers for the first time with my very good friend big bottle of wine but he's gone now and i'm here left on my brother's computer while he talks to a girl named Maria and how he smelled her shoe on their first date ( Read more... )

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loveis_pink March 21 2006, 16:13:39 UTC

i heart you totally brad!!! theres a silver lining to every cloud.

onelastcigarete March 21 2006, 18:39:45 UTC

yah it's called bacradi silver and it fucks you up.

i heart you too.

sorry the post was written when i was wine drunk.

moviestarsmile March 23 2006, 03:43:37 UTC

Jeez between you and James i dunno whos gunna shoot themselves first.... i still think it'd be James tho... j/k i hope its neither!

onelastcigarete March 23 2006, 18:21:56 UTC

come on were emo kids kids all we want is someone to love us the way we want to be loved
well in james case he wants food too.

well hopefully we'll be smart about it and shoot eachother so it's not suicide.

moviestarsmile March 23 2006, 18:34:17 UTC

Murad did have some weird understanding of people that i was so amazed of. it was like u could just start to say something and then before you knew it he was finishing your sentences and you felt better because someone was on your level...man i miss that. Brad I know you dont really need me saying anything but u get that feeling that you missing pieces to your puzzle and you look high and low for those pieces and you cant find them...you can feel hopeless....if i think back to when i was sitting on top of the boca parking garage with murad and i felt just like that and he told me that maybe i wasnt ready for somethings in my life maybe i need to be content with myself before i could deal with someone or something else

onelastcigarete March 23 2006, 19:11:38 UTC

I agree with you 100% maybe i'm not ready for i think i want. The problem is i can't make my mind turn off or my heart i wish i could. You don't know how bad i just want to be content i have so many things going for me but fuck this feeling helpless and lonely won't let me think of that.
As for Murad he was the shit and i miss sitting at his work and the Embassys parking lot or the beach and his house.

who's this?

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