"im counting stars wishing I was okay"

[onelastillusion]

hello. one of my friends mentioned to me today that it has been a while since i had last updated so i realized that it had been and i told her that i was going to. then tonite i realized that i really did want to and actually needed to update. something happened tonite. more of an awakening on my part. my eyes were basically forced open to see what

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[rocketqueen45]

Brandon, I love you. And I will surely pray for you and your parents. All of the stuff about orchestra camp and what not.. I mean, that kind of stuff I wouldn't worry about. You go to them to get better at what you want to be when you grow up. And just think, when you do get older and get to teach what you love you'll be able to give back to your parents. I know thats probably not all of your worries, but I just want you to know that I am still here for you no matter what. Can't wait to see during the musical! <3

[call_me_crazy24]

Brandon, listen. I've gone thru the same thing with blaming myself for all the money problems in my family. The truth is, it's not your place to worry about. Believe me, I didn't know how that worked either. I still worry about it some but not as much as I did. If you parents didn't want you to have the money then they would have sid no. They want you to be a teenager. They want you to enjoy life. I know with all of this going around you do push people away. I will pray for you and ask God to humble your heart so you will let him in and help you with all of your problems.
<33 Love & God Bless
Ashley

[gorenaissance]

yes you CAN go to Baylor and if God wills, then He will make a way. It's not easy. I have been praying for you and will continue to pray for you. And God will use this revelation--painful as it is--to help you grow if you listen. I love you.

[mistaknidnteti0]

this is a really old post, but i didnt know u back in this day.... God can fix ne situation we get into, his power is limitless if we hav faith, i agree it is a factor of faith, all or nothing, the more faith we hav the more apt god is to work and fix it, but remember he works on his time.....i dont really know how to describe the surrender that is involved, its just somthing u hav to do, u hav to tell urself to let it go, and let it fall into his hands, once that happens, poof its almost like magic how quick he will work.....over this semester im really glad to hav gotten to know u, ur a good guy, and a good friend, uve shown me that ther are ppl in this world who still care, and can c hurt wen it is enveloping a broken soul like me..and i just wanna say thank u for that....in any way i can, my help is extended to u wenever u may need it....peace changing buddy....