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[onelastregret]

it rips me apart. i fought so hard for so long for a person that i believed in. he isnt that person now and i wonder if he ever was. i argued with everyone when they told me to stay away, i fought for his dignity and i was wrong. i know he cared about me but the things i hear are things i never imagined he was even capable of doing. after knowing

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[__tinker_bell]

:( I hope everything's okay...

wow, im sorry

[thevancouverguy]

Im sorry for whats going on in your life. I can say though that I am empathetic because what you wrote sums up my feelings exactly how i have been feeling lately about someone. It is amazing and shocking how people you never thought capable of being or acting a certain way or saying certain things actually end up being that way. It hurts to feel like someone you love and care about isnt who you thought they were at all, and all into question everything you ever thought about them and everything they ever said to you. It turns your world upside down. Somewhere I believe that the person I feel this way about still is that amazing, kind person that I thought I knew all these years, and that makes it harder and harder to let go trying to help them so much.