I HATE ME

[onelifeonelove]

I'm a damn idiot, that's what I am. I wrote an entire email pouring out emotion to someone and it got erased. I have nothing more to say.

We all know the deal. I'm pissed, full of anger/rage, and I need to teach myself not to screw up like that again.

Comments

[cene]

what happened?

pins n needles

[onelifeonelove]

well i wrote a long email to a friend telling that person certain things that i'd been debating with myself about... and before i could send it, it went to another webpage and the email server didn't keep my email in tact. it was crap but it is like, the 25th of April now and it's all over with this email thing. I ended up hurting myself, sounds pointless, but at the times i was a way to teach myself a lesson. people know i used to cut myself. i had a brief 3 day relapse but I stopped rather quickly this time, which means i am improving.

Re: pins n needles

[cene]

good, yeh i still remember having to wrestle that toothbrush thing out of your hands in the back of the band bus..that was i bad time..but we also had a bunch of good times back there...ahh nostalgia :D