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WhAT sHE Siad...
"I am so sick and tiered of shit always fallening apart. I am sick of every thing being so fucking difficult every thing has to be such a struggle! I really sick of things being so easy for some people and the don't deserve it. they are lazy and just use people. and great things keep on happening to them. I have to fight for every god damn thing ( Read more... ) -
cold day
Huge breakfast blue berry pancakes and bacon hash browns a fit meal for a morning after the bar. i have munched on purple grapes and i am sipping coco watching snow lazily fall out my window all afternoon.i finally had the time to got the download book feature from the kalamazoo public library. I am reading one of The Cranefly Orchid Murders, ( Read more... ) -
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I ate some of what i baked …and made a pot of pasta today ( Read more... ) -
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Whoever decided I need change right now can go away. No, really. Please go away. I need a break. Yes, I'm being cryptic here as my brain is still trying to wrap itself around the concept. If you see typos? My journal, so deal ( Read more... ) -
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I think I am just unbelievably stressed and perhaps mildly depressed. I do not know why. I am so tired, so tired, exhausted and fatigued, even the latte doesn't always help. its the middle of the semester i will pull out of this. i feel like a useless person I wish i felt better about working to my degree.i just what to i have completed something ( Read more... ) -
pushes pause button
well did some reading but a bigger SOME left, oh well rushing it won't do any good i need to process it to...that sounds good right? At least is kept me busy i don't like waiting Blah.. -
Missing in wonderland
So the past few weeks haven't gone exactly as planned. But when does my life go the way I want it to? Particularly the weekends ( Read more... ) -
undone
today was a complete waste. reminds me of what a complete waste my life is at the moment. i feel old. I am old. and annoyed, and lame and so many other indescribable, awful things. i do not want to graduate, but i am too old not too. i don't want a job, or a car payment. i need to learn more and know less. the whole thing is scary. i am weathering ( Read more... ) -
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These two images, a still photograph from the movie Kandahar and a Persian painting, depict two separate ideas is Islam. In the photograph, the woman is the main focus of the viewer and the viewer’s eye is drawn directly to the woman. In the Persian painting there are three different individuals in the picture, and the people are not the main focus ( Read more... )