i am not a fucking person for people to bitch at whenthey need to vent. what the hell. im not here for that. why dont people understand that. i hate yelling. dont yell at me. why cant my mother get that. friday the thirteenth sucks

ok soo.... here it goes. shit sucks. im a dumbass. and life carries on. im sick. i cant fucking swallow. i hurt soo much. for some reason im mad depressed. i hate this. i dont wanna go back to skool. i miss trevis but i think thats over. i dont even know what to write. this is a lame entry. sorry.

christmas! woo hoo. ok well mine was pretty good. the first thing i wanna say is my cousin ryan is quite amazing. like i didnt really get to spend much time with him at the house but still i love that guy a lot and i really wish i could spend more time with him. like even if i got to see him like once every few months it would still b better than ( Read more... )

hmmm sooo here will b my decently long update. I AM GROUNDED! woopdeefuckindoo. thats my fucking life. sorry about all the fucking potty language but thats how i feel. i got my report cards and yes once again i fucked up. once again my mom is disapointed and my dad has a new excuse to b a total asshole to me. oh joy. i am going to have a great ( Read more... )

ok well today was a late start. i was a lil bit loopy. me and david chilled this morning. it was mad chill. i love that boy... umm what else... school is mad boring. my muffin was spinning. today is just a nice day. and im actaully really happy for ales and his new lil gf. i like her so its all good. somebody should come chill in the computer lab ( Read more... )

ok first matter of business.... im not oging to toms dance.. its fine tho.. second matter of business... i am really happy... yea im just happy right now... today was kinda interesting... oh man... im tired.. sorry i dont have much to say... today just got kinda lame... trevis... oh man i need to see that kid and deal with shit. i havent talked to ( Read more... )

well i guess 3 people read this so this is to you guys. lol. so hmm what to say... well today i had school which of course was noo fun. i talked to this guy mike m. we kinda havent tlaked in a while. i guess it kinda had to do with the fact that he told people we were going out when we werent but its all good. umm.... right now my buddy trevis just ( Read more... )

wow well i havent written in this is a very long time. so hows life for anyone who actually still reads this. umm... basically life is the same old stuff for me. schoo. friends. thats about it. i think i am going to try and write in this more because well i dont keep in contact with people much anymore...if anyone reads this then tell me and i will ( Read more... )

why is this so hard.

well i am updating. yeah.. i dont have much to say. right now im watching jerry springer. yeah.. kinda boring. i want to chill with people. yeah... BOO!. i dont have anything to say. this isnt fair. alex.... its gunna b ok even tho u dont wanna believe me. i am still here for you. and yeah... david are you happy i updated?