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[onerivetarmy]

I just dont know what to do anymore. I feel horrible right now and very suicidal. I am sorry I dont even like seeing this in my own journal right now it makes me sad to know that I feel this upset inside. I cant even belive I would write that but thats the only thing I feel so far today. I hate everything and everyone. I am not a happy person and I

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[anonymous]

I feel your pain I am over weight and sometimes just want to crawl in a hole and die. I hit rock bottom last week and that's when I took my fat self in Life Styles Gym here in Florida and that was the best thing I could have ever done for myself. I was so suprised to see so many morbid obese people their of all ages. You, have to love yourself no matter what! This is the most important thing of all, remember this! It, will be hard to make that first step but once you get inside the building at any gym and just start on recumbance bikes and some threadmill walks you will be suprised how good you start feeling about your self. and screw other people and what they think about you or if they have a staring probelm confront them about it don't let anyone make you feel bad about being over weight, we are all put on this earth the same way and everyone has to get out of bed, go to the bathroom every day, so whom are these people whom make us over weight people feel that we are slobs, lazy, ugly and just don't give a damn about ourselves.