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It's seems like there is nothing that i do right. i think that everything is going well. and then *smack in the face* everything is wrong..feelings are changing people are changing, people are running from me pushsing themseves away from me .taking everything that they would share with me (laughs, cries, kisses) taking them all away. so i am left ( Read more... )

i got my tax returns (W2's) yesturday. well i have 4 different ones because i moved jobs for numerous reasons so yeah. but i go the last of the Four yesturday and it says that i will have close to 1,000 $ isnt that pimpin....hell yeah. that will hold me over for a while so I dont have a job. Im looking for a new one...but the only thing is that i ( Read more... )

clam, quit, the only noise is the fingers of a tired man typing away on the only thing that gives him peace. do you like my journal. i think that i do. maybe a lil more work and it will start looking good....amy is asleep on my bed its 3:33 in the morning i should be with her but i cant sleep. . . dont know why. . . i feel fine just am not tired we ( Read more... )

today....got to sleep til around 10:30 which was good. i like to have a day where i dont waste it away. im looking for a new job. things arent going to well. i need to get my priorities (spelling) in check. thinking about sitting in the corner thinking that everyone was against me. now i see that people can only do what is in there power. im sorry ( Read more... )

why is there people telling me you arent there. the place that you said you would be. are they lieing i dont know? i hope so....why is it that i sit here waiting for you now. waiting and waiting hours upon hours to look at the clock to find that it has only been minutes. why am i so worried ( Read more... )

Go to the emerson on Saturday Jan. 10th...

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one famous man said "take back the gifts which are undeserving" as in life everything is taken back from me: love. happiness. hope. the only things left: hate. pain. fear of being alone. why i really honestly cant tell you. i do know that when something great comes along i try to keep it. but i either try so hard i scare it away or i dont try hard ( Read more... )

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he sits there in the corner. crying. beliveing that there is nothing more in the world that he wants then to feel loved. he would throw everything away. and take back everything he would ever say. just to feel loved. he'd walk on broken glass. erase everything in his past. try as hard as he could to make it last. just to feel loved. but if he tried ( Read more... )