live it day to day
its never made me more scared
i feel battered
and i can't help but fight this feeling
that i'll end up abandoned
mistakes of my own
or mistakes of others
i might turn out of this
alone
but maybe its better that way
i wouldn't wanna hurt anyone anyway

so im finally starting to feel like an author, in the sense that people sometimes take what i say and suddenly it has nothing to do with me or what i meant by it anymore ( Read more... )

so alright, interesting event of the week, whilst I was sitting in my kitchen at my conservative christian mormon college, my roommate walks in and starts eating across the table. I was working on something on my laptop but kinda caught him nervously looking at me out of the corner of my eye, after a long silence he finally spoke ( Read more... )

When in this ever incresing world we find ourselves lost ( Read more... )

hundreds and hundreds of pages, and only two complete stories ( Read more... )

my ears ache for music ( Read more... )

as the snow falls outside, painting white the dark night ( Read more... )

craziness begins the second semester at the way. im just shy of a full load of classes so im crazy busy, eight classes! eh, whatev. I'm aiming for that 4.0 but for some reason i dont think its gonna happen, however i will go for the gold ( Read more... )

"eternity will never be enough for me"- spill canvas

all you can say, all you can feel, was wrapped up inside that one perfect kiss :)

she's so amazing
sigh.... :)... just sigh