this time all I want is you ( Read more... )

I don't know what to do. I don't even know what to say, except I messed up, and I messed up big. It's going to cost me one of the best friends I've ever had. I feel like crying and screaming and dying all at the same time. I hurt him, and I guess I hurt him pretty bad. *hits herself in the head* Why did I do that? What posessed me to do that? Why ( Read more... )

Things are going very strangely lately, in both good and bad ways. First of all, I have to get that $250 together before the end of the month, which is stressing me out so much I've had a headache for about three days now. I'm not even going to get started on how my neck has been! I sold my violin today, I really didn't want to, but I had to. I ( Read more... )

So be it, I'm your crowbar ( Read more... )

Cold and dead, no blood runs thru her veins ( Read more... )

I keep breaking all the promises ( Read more... )

So it's a Friday night and I'm sitting here all by myself at my computer like a complete retard. Christina and I SHOULD be out somewhere hanging about causeing trouble, but her stupid husband (damn married-ness) said she had to stay home tonight. Then tomorrow night, we have Angel with us, so we can really do anything fun, or be out for very long ( Read more... )

So I'm sitting here in my hot little room, smelling my insence, listening to my Colt music ( I know, I'm a glutton for punishment), and thinking about things. I'm a little torn about an insignificant subject, it's really not important at all, but it's kinda been bugging me these past few days ( Read more... )

Hung in your room, swaying, hoping only that you'll see ( Read more... )

Finally I have a live journal. Everybody and their brother has a live journal, and now I do too. GO ME ( Read more... )