So here I am in a stable job in a stable working working environment. Everything seems so nice as I work here, I'm taking a small amount of time to write this to finally express the fact that I'm happy where I am. I make decent money and I can see myself being successful here ( Read more... )

Your Brain is Blue
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Lately I know I haven't updated anything in a while, simply because I just don't feel like telling anyone about what's going on in my life right now. There are so many conflicts and so little time to solve them all, a lot of you understand this as this is what life is about. Managing yourself and fixing the things that need fixing is far more ( Read more... )

(Click here to post your own answers for this meme.)

✓ I miss somebody right now.  (Mainly Kelly...)
✓ I don't watch much TV these days.  (Nothings on that's interesting to be honest...)
✓ I own lots of books.

× I wear glasses or contact lenses.
✓ I love to play video games.  (Maybe too much sometimes.)
✓ I've tried marijuana.

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Accept me for whatever reason you want, I'm going to offically come out with this so everyone knows I'm no longer going to even raise my hands up anymore... I called my coach just five minutes ago and with his approval I'm going to quit boxing all together. Fighting all together. I'm renouncing this due to the fact that people can't get over ( Read more... )

Last night I realized one key thing about myself, I'm neither equipped to handle the stress of actual fighting nor am I really able to combat most of the stresses that I used to have. This perception that so many like me carry what is it worth honestly to care and to defend the people you care about, to expand the knowledge base or branch out with ( Read more... )

Hmmm at what price is it going to cost me to actually come to being my non sucicidal self? I beg and implore you that this isn't a cry for help; I want no help. No one can help me, talking to people doesn't help because I've found that right now the amount of trust I can place in people is so paper thin, it's like spreading a centimeter wide piece ( Read more... )

I'm back home, but it still remains that the person I love still isn't back online. I have a twtich to call but alas I have to put it down because I know that it will bring suffering. Though I can see where my suffering is far worse than I imagined ( Read more... )

It is in this time where I feel that I've come to the end of my line; I've found someone I love, but does she really love me the way I love her... or does she have cold feet ( Read more... )

In a perfect world everyone would have perfect skills in organizing there days right? I wish I could say the same for myself, the one who is failing one of his classes. No, I'm not making this a permanent stay in my grade in that horrible math class. School other than that is salvagable, it'd better be with my mind. I can't tell you how fustrated I ( Read more... )