remembered the fact i cant see what you need
to stupid to be aware of the beauty that you give this place and how shitty this town would seem without you in it
when youre not around i let the shades fall down and shut out all the suns light
make myself feel alright.
what am i doing with my life?

i dont know if birthdays could possibly be better than pre-birthdays.

I work backwards from nowhere, don't opposites attract ( Read more... )

last night was dumb.
anyone who showed up at our house last night uninvited
or anyone who showed up that doesnt know anyone that lives here well enough to call and ask if they can come over,
please dont ever show up again.

advancement engaged.
im leaving this town, quite possibly this state.
anyone else looking for an opportunity to not get stuck here be my guest
three months.
if i love you enough, ill buy you a plane ticket to come see me
so basically you know who you guys are.

Heart attack, you're the apple of my eye anyway.

my eyeballs have been hurting for days ( Read more... )

wow.
right now im halfway at a loss of words.
and the half thats not doesnt even know which one cause out of about four actually created the effect
what the fuck is going on?
1. what do you do when every quality that you like about someone is contradicted? what reason is there left to like?
2. this morning...
3. boy doesnt realize how cruel kindness can ( Read more... )

so i just got back from seeing linkin park in tampa ( Read more... )

im gonna miss leigh.
like alot.
psycho-cybernetics is already helping us out.
i cant wait to know how it feels.

i need an advancement.
and a logical and ideal reason to reject a request.
sometimes i wish i was just really really dumb
and not consider it necessary to look beyond common sense
and act on heart.

and i dont think ill ever come back down.

be my new love?
im so sick of these extra innings.