ok well its been like 4 weeks sence i last up daited...it seems so if not! well nothing much to say except im leavin tomarrow for Winter Camp with the JH im staff....watler "legely" cant let us have our own cabbens "there has to be some one 21 or older" witch is crap...it means i gotta sleep in the same room as a old dude who snores! ahhhhhhhh...

Im sad cuz vals dad is treating her like crap and i got my glases so thats good im happy my teacher was a bitch so i was sad uh...i mooned this guy i dont like on ash street..so im happy alot of mixed emotions.

dang it i mised the supper bull sh*t again this year LOL. but i had fun with my friends!

Guess who called me this morning....well He hasent called me in over a mounth...yeah my "dad" well i dont care...i dont want to talk to him! so thats why im on the net...oh yeah everyone is in reno or leaving today or on a dait...yeah all my friends are gone...im so board....yep yep im just playing my gutar!

well it hurt...Hank punched me in the chest relly realy hard!!! it sucked! yeah much....stuff...im board i got a new gutar and im gonna go play it right now!

no word from my dad... its hard not to care...i wonder if he even loves me or if he thinks about me... oh well i dont need him....im better off with out him...

Hi. I have been so out of it....i dont know why.....i need some more something....but life is ok....nothing great but nothing bad......my dad hasent called in forever *GOOD* thats why i was crying that one night. bues he is not my dad. He is the FKing idiot that got my mom pregnet! asshole. i hate him! i dont want to go to school tomarrow! probly ( Read more... )

yeah. to day sucked but was good at the same time>??? how does that work out...i have a bad mourning and a good nights??? why? oh well. church tomarrow and yeah stuff. so i stoped at micky D's to see val... but i had to buy food so they wouldnt kick me out! and she gave me free PIE!!! oh i lover her much!! yay for me! brian spent the night and ( Read more... )

sadness...i.............im crying and i dont realy know why