Thank you [7/?]
Title: Thank you
Author: onewaytrackk
Genre: Drama.
Disclaimer: In no way do I own bigbang, something I don't feel happy about. ):
Pairing: GTOP, slight hints of daeri, somehow.
Rating: PG13.
Summary: Seunghyun is sick.
(okay idk how to write a summary, so just read on if you want to okay?)
A/N: First fic.
Short.?
Jiyong - Brain tumor? Last year? Doesn't that mean that he had broken up with Seunghyun when he was sick? He broke Seunghyun's heart, literally, when he was sick. And all those fights they had.. His headaches.. Why didn't he notice? He even thought he was lying about it..
--
"Screw you Choi Seunghyun. You didn't think that telling me was the best idea? What am I, a elementary kid that needs to be kept from all the hard truth and only be told the good stuff?"
Jiyong was really angry.
"Hyung! You knew since last year?! And you only decided to tell us like what, 5 months ago? Wait you didn't even tell us 5 months ago. We had to find out ourselves. If you didn't faint that day, will we even know? Really hyung? This is how you treat your friends you see everyday?"
Daesung was mad now, too.
"Fainted? When?" Jiyong glared.
Seunghyun raised his eyebrows, 2 people mad at him. Jiyong and Daesung. Wow. Not what he expected. Weren't they supposed to appreciate his choice to keep them in the dark about it, they will have one less thing to worry about, isn't that a good thing.
"Just some random day Ji. Dae, then why don't you think of how you didn't realize that I was sick then?"
"But hyung, you're always keeping things to yourself and acting like everything is fine, how are we supposed to realize it then, are you trying to blame us for not caring enough about you now?"
Seungri rebutted Seunghyun's statement, defending Daesung at the same time.
Hm 3 angry band members.
Out of 5.
He wasn't angry with himself, he still thinks that it is best if they don't know, he made the right choice.
Maybe Youngbae was secretly angry at him. Hm.
"Oh wow. So tell me bae, are you angry at me too."
"Not as angry as them, but yeah. You might have your reasons to keep this from us, I understand. But still, aren't we a band, a family? We're supposed to face stuff things together no?"
Seunghyun scoffed. Its so Youngbae to look at things in different perspectives, but he was still angry nonetheless.
"Okay. Sorry. You guys happy? Okay. End of this conversation."
"No its not, we have to talk things out straight."
"I said this is the end, and I mean it. Trust me, I know what I'm doing."
"Then why did you call us here for, if this is the end of the conversation?"
Seungri asked.
Oh, he is right.
If it was the end, this meeting had been completely pointless hasn't it?
"Er. To tell you all that Jiyong knows and you don't have to hide anything from him anymore."
Theres no need to tell them about the hospital's call.
He meant to tell them about it.
But its okay now, he don't feel like it anymore.
He just don't want them to worry, why can't they see that.
Maybe if he went through the op with only him knowing, then if it was a success, they won't have to worry for 2 more weeks, for nothing, everything will be back to normal, he will be back as the Seunghyun from the past.
If it failed, ah.
He seriously haven't thought of what will happen if he dies, he planned to use the 2 weeks given to write down everything he was thinking, guess he has to start now, if he is going for the op on Friday.
He had two phone calls to make.
"Hi, this is Choi Seunghyun. I would like to change my operation date..."
"Hello Pres? The hospital called, they said there was a slot this Friday available, asked if I want to change the date of my op. I agreed. And the members don't know anything about this, and I hope they will never find out after it is over, please? Just thought that you should know. If you want, you can call me back when you get this."
He was old enough to make such decisions by himself,
He should be acting like the oldest and take good of the members,
And this was his way.
Not letting them be afraid for him and not have a moment of peace.
He had lesser headaches since he was in US, due to the new position of the tumor.
That was a good thing.
He spent a lot more time with Jiyong and the band members.
Today was Monday.
He has 3 more days.
Now that Jiyong knows, it made everything easier.
Seunghyun could do anything Jiyong wanted him to do or what he always wanted to do with Jiyong without any questioning looks from him or such.
Author: onewaytrackk
Genre: Drama.
Disclaimer: In no way do I own bigbang, something I don't feel happy about. ):
Pairing: GTOP, slight hints of daeri, somehow.
Rating: PG13.
Summary: Seunghyun is sick.
(okay idk how to write a summary, so just read on if you want to okay?)
A/N: First fic.
Short.?
Jiyong - Brain tumor? Last year? Doesn't that mean that he had broken up with Seunghyun when he was sick? He broke Seunghyun's heart, literally, when he was sick. And all those fights they had.. His headaches.. Why didn't he notice? He even thought he was lying about it..
--
"Screw you Choi Seunghyun. You didn't think that telling me was the best idea? What am I, a elementary kid that needs to be kept from all the hard truth and only be told the good stuff?"
Jiyong was really angry.
"Hyung! You knew since last year?! And you only decided to tell us like what, 5 months ago? Wait you didn't even tell us 5 months ago. We had to find out ourselves. If you didn't faint that day, will we even know? Really hyung? This is how you treat your friends you see everyday?"
Daesung was mad now, too.
"Fainted? When?" Jiyong glared.
Seunghyun raised his eyebrows, 2 people mad at him. Jiyong and Daesung. Wow. Not what he expected. Weren't they supposed to appreciate his choice to keep them in the dark about it, they will have one less thing to worry about, isn't that a good thing.
"Just some random day Ji. Dae, then why don't you think of how you didn't realize that I was sick then?"
"But hyung, you're always keeping things to yourself and acting like everything is fine, how are we supposed to realize it then, are you trying to blame us for not caring enough about you now?"
Seungri rebutted Seunghyun's statement, defending Daesung at the same time.
Hm 3 angry band members.
Out of 5.
He wasn't angry with himself, he still thinks that it is best if they don't know, he made the right choice.
Maybe Youngbae was secretly angry at him. Hm.
"Oh wow. So tell me bae, are you angry at me too."
"Not as angry as them, but yeah. You might have your reasons to keep this from us, I understand. But still, aren't we a band, a family? We're supposed to face stuff things together no?"
Seunghyun scoffed. Its so Youngbae to look at things in different perspectives, but he was still angry nonetheless.
"Okay. Sorry. You guys happy? Okay. End of this conversation."
"No its not, we have to talk things out straight."
"I said this is the end, and I mean it. Trust me, I know what I'm doing."
"Then why did you call us here for, if this is the end of the conversation?"
Seungri asked.
Oh, he is right.
If it was the end, this meeting had been completely pointless hasn't it?
"Er. To tell you all that Jiyong knows and you don't have to hide anything from him anymore."
Theres no need to tell them about the hospital's call.
He meant to tell them about it.
But its okay now, he don't feel like it anymore.
He just don't want them to worry, why can't they see that.
Maybe if he went through the op with only him knowing, then if it was a success, they won't have to worry for 2 more weeks, for nothing, everything will be back to normal, he will be back as the Seunghyun from the past.
If it failed, ah.
He seriously haven't thought of what will happen if he dies, he planned to use the 2 weeks given to write down everything he was thinking, guess he has to start now, if he is going for the op on Friday.
He had two phone calls to make.
"Hi, this is Choi Seunghyun. I would like to change my operation date..."
"Hello Pres? The hospital called, they said there was a slot this Friday available, asked if I want to change the date of my op. I agreed. And the members don't know anything about this, and I hope they will never find out after it is over, please? Just thought that you should know. If you want, you can call me back when you get this."
He was old enough to make such decisions by himself,
He should be acting like the oldest and take good of the members,
And this was his way.
Not letting them be afraid for him and not have a moment of peace.
He had lesser headaches since he was in US, due to the new position of the tumor.
That was a good thing.
He spent a lot more time with Jiyong and the band members.
Today was Monday.
He has 3 more days.
Now that Jiyong knows, it made everything easier.
Seunghyun could do anything Jiyong wanted him to do or what he always wanted to do with Jiyong without any questioning looks from him or such.