Thank you [1/?]
Title: Thank you
Author: onewaytrackk
Genre: Drama.
Disclaimer: In no way do I own bigbang, something I don't feel happy about. ):
Pairing: GTOP, slight hints of daeri, somehow.
Rating: PG13.
Summary: Seunghyun is sick.
(okay idk how to write a summary, so just read on if you want to okay?)
A/N: First fic.
"Stop acting like your head hurts. If anyone's head should hurt, it will be mine. All these nonsense coming from you because of silly reasons."
"You drinking too much every single day and then bringing a girl to a hotel is not silly."
"Damn you, I told you that I was just helping her, but whatever, what I do is not your problem.'
"Not my problem?" Seunghyun thought.
"Okay sorry." He apologized.
Jiyong stared at him and then walked away.
His head hurts. Every time he quarrels with Jiyong it just hurts even more, and that implies that it hurt really badly everyday.
He wanted Jiyong to initiate the breakup. He needs to stay away from him, but don't want to ask for the split., so he shall just suffer through the arguments he started, admit that he was in the wrong and piss Jiyong off to no end. Jiyong once said he would wait for the other party to request for a breakup. This time, things would be different. It kind of sucks planning your own breakup with someone you love.
"Hyung, can I come in?" There was no response.
"Hyung, can I come in?" Still there was no response.
"Hyung I'm coming in" The door knob turned and Daesung walked in.
He looked around the surroundings.
The room was neat. and pitch black.
Wait not really, the only source of light was from the open door.
Seunghyun was always the messy one in the group, a neat room?
Daesung's eyebrow raised at the thought of that.
The lights were not turned on and Seunghyun's figure was huddled up against the bed side, he was sitting on the floor.
Daesung's eyes adjusted to the dark, went closer to him and saw that his eyes were closed shut.
"Hyung you okay?"
Daesung felt so silly asking that, does Seunghyun look like he is okay.
There was a pause before his reply came about,
"I'm fine Dae, just a headache." Seunghyun opened his eyes and smiled at his best friend.
"Is it because of Jiyong hyung?" Daesung asked quietly.
Seunghyun's smile remained, but pain flashed in his eyes.
"Nothing is wrong Dae, just a headache. Really."
Daesung winced sympathetically, like he understood.
"Mmm hyung, you been getting headaches these few days, do you need to see a doctor."
"Seen one. Nothing's wrong, doc say I just lack of rest."
Daesung sighed, "Hyung, if you got a problem, you must know that I'm always here okay to listen to you okay?"
Seunghyun nodded and Daesung left the room after realizing Seunghyun wasn't planning to say anything else.
"Hyung, is everything alright, did you knock over something?"
Daesung and Youngbae were in the living room when they heard a loud thud. Only Seunghyun and both of them were at home, so obviously the sound came from Seunghyun.
"Dae go see what happened." Youngbae was too lazy to move. Daesung sighed then nodded, deciding not to protest against his hyung. He was worried about Seunghyun anyway.
There was no response for the third time.
"Are we going to go through this again hyung."
He knew that Seunghyun will not respond anytime soon, he seemed like he wanted to be alone.
"I'm coming in." And thus he stepped in again for the second time within the same hour.
"Hyung!"
All he saw when he stepped into the room was Seunghyun's lifeless form on the floor.
"The hell, why." He started off as he noticed the machines around him and the IV drop that was attached to him.
"Hyung, you're awake! You know I was so worried when I saw you on the floor. Youngbae hyung and I had to carry you, man, it was hard. You're like so tall and then proportion between you and us was like huge you know. But boy am I glad you're awake. Hyun suk sunbaenim just won't stop calling. Like every 10 minutes just to see if you're awake. I was just on the phone with him, for like the I don't know how many time, lost count. Youngbae hyung is grabbing a bite right now, we have like shifts to take care of you, cool no? Seungri popped by around 4 hours ago, but he had to leave, you know how busy that maknae claims to be, but he said to let him know when you wake up. Now I owe Hyun suk sunbaenim and him a phone call." Seunghyun tried to arrange his thoughts as Daesung's speech went on,
"How long was I out."
"Um, 1 day. and 5 hours maybe? I can't provide you with the minutes and seconds though, no can do." Daesung smiled at his feeble attempt to make a joke, but it seemed fake. Seunghyun squinted at Daesung, and it struck him.
Daesung was good at hiding his emotions, but Seunghyun was better in guessing than him hiding.
"Did the doctor tell you anything."
Daesung looked down at the suddenly interesting ground.
"Uh. hyung. the doctor said.."
"That you got a malignant brain tumor." Youngbae interrupted,
Daesung tensed as soon as Youngbae said the last three words.
"Did you know, hyung."
Seunghyun nodded slowly after a 10 seconds pause.
"Why didn't you tell us. Don't you treat us as your friends."
Daesung shot at him accusingly. "Is that why you always complained of headaches these days? You won't lying when you said you had a headache yesterday..?" Daesung was about to start on one of his endless rambling again.
"Don't want you to worry. And why would I lie to you Dae."
Seunghyun froze.
"Wait,who knows."
"Me, Dae, Hyun suk sunbaenim and manager Kim." Youngbae replied.
"Damn, what did they say."
"Nothing much, they will talk about this after you wake up, maybe have a band meeting."
Seunghyun shook his head.
"Ji and Ri must not know about this, okay? Promise me to never tell them. One less thing for them to worry about, the better."
"But hyung..."
"Enough said Dae, promise me.
Daesung promised reluctantly.
Seunghyun was still intimidating, even if he is so weak now.
Seunghyun smiled.
"Thanks. If you break my pinky promise, I will break your pinky, promise."
He said that as an attempt to make Daesung laugh.
"K hyung." Daesung let out a low chuckle, at least his hyung was still being such a joker.
"Ah, Mr Choi, I see that you're awake, there's something I need to tell you."
The doctor walked in and saw Daesung and Youngbae.
"Mind if I say it here?"
"Sure."
"The tumor had shifted away from your nerve and is no longer pressing against it. It is less life threatening and we can operate to remove it now."
Youngbae and Daesung's face lit up.
"What are the risks."
"About that... As it is still quite near a few important nerves, 40-60. 40% chance of success."
"I'm not doing it."
"Hyung..."
"I'll leave you all to dicuss about it, let me know once you made your decision, but make up your mind quickly though, the tumor might still move anytime."
Once the doctor left the room,
Seunghyun immediately stated that it was his brain, his choice before Daesung could say anything.
He did look like he was about to say something again.
Seunghyun looked at Youngbae, pleading for help.
"Come on Dae, Seunghyun hyung is tired, he needs rest."
Seunghyun mouthed his thanks as Youngbae took Daesung away.
Seunghyun leaned against the pillow and realized that Daesung did not talk about where Jiyong was.
"It's better this way I guess. At least he won't know. All I need now is Seungri to keep his mouth shut."
He trusted Youngbae with the task of asking Seungri to keep his hospitalization a secret.
He must have threatened him with something huge.
Nobody said a word about his hospitalization after he was discharged.
Seungri found out about his illness anyway.
Author: onewaytrackk
Genre: Drama.
Disclaimer: In no way do I own bigbang, something I don't feel happy about. ):
Pairing: GTOP, slight hints of daeri, somehow.
Rating: PG13.
Summary: Seunghyun is sick.
(okay idk how to write a summary, so just read on if you want to okay?)
A/N: First fic.
"Stop acting like your head hurts. If anyone's head should hurt, it will be mine. All these nonsense coming from you because of silly reasons."
"You drinking too much every single day and then bringing a girl to a hotel is not silly."
"Damn you, I told you that I was just helping her, but whatever, what I do is not your problem.'
"Not my problem?" Seunghyun thought.
"Okay sorry." He apologized.
Jiyong stared at him and then walked away.
His head hurts. Every time he quarrels with Jiyong it just hurts even more, and that implies that it hurt really badly everyday.
He wanted Jiyong to initiate the breakup. He needs to stay away from him, but don't want to ask for the split., so he shall just suffer through the arguments he started, admit that he was in the wrong and piss Jiyong off to no end. Jiyong once said he would wait for the other party to request for a breakup. This time, things would be different. It kind of sucks planning your own breakup with someone you love.
"Hyung, can I come in?" There was no response.
"Hyung, can I come in?" Still there was no response.
"Hyung I'm coming in" The door knob turned and Daesung walked in.
He looked around the surroundings.
The room was neat. and pitch black.
Wait not really, the only source of light was from the open door.
Seunghyun was always the messy one in the group, a neat room?
Daesung's eyebrow raised at the thought of that.
The lights were not turned on and Seunghyun's figure was huddled up against the bed side, he was sitting on the floor.
Daesung's eyes adjusted to the dark, went closer to him and saw that his eyes were closed shut.
"Hyung you okay?"
Daesung felt so silly asking that, does Seunghyun look like he is okay.
There was a pause before his reply came about,
"I'm fine Dae, just a headache." Seunghyun opened his eyes and smiled at his best friend.
"Is it because of Jiyong hyung?" Daesung asked quietly.
Seunghyun's smile remained, but pain flashed in his eyes.
"Nothing is wrong Dae, just a headache. Really."
Daesung winced sympathetically, like he understood.
"Mmm hyung, you been getting headaches these few days, do you need to see a doctor."
"Seen one. Nothing's wrong, doc say I just lack of rest."
Daesung sighed, "Hyung, if you got a problem, you must know that I'm always here okay to listen to you okay?"
Seunghyun nodded and Daesung left the room after realizing Seunghyun wasn't planning to say anything else.
"Hyung, is everything alright, did you knock over something?"
Daesung and Youngbae were in the living room when they heard a loud thud. Only Seunghyun and both of them were at home, so obviously the sound came from Seunghyun.
"Dae go see what happened." Youngbae was too lazy to move. Daesung sighed then nodded, deciding not to protest against his hyung. He was worried about Seunghyun anyway.
There was no response for the third time.
"Are we going to go through this again hyung."
He knew that Seunghyun will not respond anytime soon, he seemed like he wanted to be alone.
"I'm coming in." And thus he stepped in again for the second time within the same hour.
"Hyung!"
All he saw when he stepped into the room was Seunghyun's lifeless form on the floor.
"The hell, why." He started off as he noticed the machines around him and the IV drop that was attached to him.
"Hyung, you're awake! You know I was so worried when I saw you on the floor. Youngbae hyung and I had to carry you, man, it was hard. You're like so tall and then proportion between you and us was like huge you know. But boy am I glad you're awake. Hyun suk sunbaenim just won't stop calling. Like every 10 minutes just to see if you're awake. I was just on the phone with him, for like the I don't know how many time, lost count. Youngbae hyung is grabbing a bite right now, we have like shifts to take care of you, cool no? Seungri popped by around 4 hours ago, but he had to leave, you know how busy that maknae claims to be, but he said to let him know when you wake up. Now I owe Hyun suk sunbaenim and him a phone call." Seunghyun tried to arrange his thoughts as Daesung's speech went on,
"How long was I out."
"Um, 1 day. and 5 hours maybe? I can't provide you with the minutes and seconds though, no can do." Daesung smiled at his feeble attempt to make a joke, but it seemed fake. Seunghyun squinted at Daesung, and it struck him.
Daesung was good at hiding his emotions, but Seunghyun was better in guessing than him hiding.
"Did the doctor tell you anything."
Daesung looked down at the suddenly interesting ground.
"Uh. hyung. the doctor said.."
"That you got a malignant brain tumor." Youngbae interrupted,
Daesung tensed as soon as Youngbae said the last three words.
"Did you know, hyung."
Seunghyun nodded slowly after a 10 seconds pause.
"Why didn't you tell us. Don't you treat us as your friends."
Daesung shot at him accusingly. "Is that why you always complained of headaches these days? You won't lying when you said you had a headache yesterday..?" Daesung was about to start on one of his endless rambling again.
"Don't want you to worry. And why would I lie to you Dae."
Seunghyun froze.
"Wait,who knows."
"Me, Dae, Hyun suk sunbaenim and manager Kim." Youngbae replied.
"Damn, what did they say."
"Nothing much, they will talk about this after you wake up, maybe have a band meeting."
Seunghyun shook his head.
"Ji and Ri must not know about this, okay? Promise me to never tell them. One less thing for them to worry about, the better."
"But hyung..."
"Enough said Dae, promise me.
Daesung promised reluctantly.
Seunghyun was still intimidating, even if he is so weak now.
Seunghyun smiled.
"Thanks. If you break my pinky promise, I will break your pinky, promise."
He said that as an attempt to make Daesung laugh.
"K hyung." Daesung let out a low chuckle, at least his hyung was still being such a joker.
"Ah, Mr Choi, I see that you're awake, there's something I need to tell you."
The doctor walked in and saw Daesung and Youngbae.
"Mind if I say it here?"
"Sure."
"The tumor had shifted away from your nerve and is no longer pressing against it. It is less life threatening and we can operate to remove it now."
Youngbae and Daesung's face lit up.
"What are the risks."
"About that... As it is still quite near a few important nerves, 40-60. 40% chance of success."
"I'm not doing it."
"Hyung..."
"I'll leave you all to dicuss about it, let me know once you made your decision, but make up your mind quickly though, the tumor might still move anytime."
Once the doctor left the room,
Seunghyun immediately stated that it was his brain, his choice before Daesung could say anything.
He did look like he was about to say something again.
Seunghyun looked at Youngbae, pleading for help.
"Come on Dae, Seunghyun hyung is tired, he needs rest."
Seunghyun mouthed his thanks as Youngbae took Daesung away.
Seunghyun leaned against the pillow and realized that Daesung did not talk about where Jiyong was.
"It's better this way I guess. At least he won't know. All I need now is Seungri to keep his mouth shut."
He trusted Youngbae with the task of asking Seungri to keep his hospitalization a secret.
He must have threatened him with something huge.
Nobody said a word about his hospitalization after he was discharged.
Seungri found out about his illness anyway.